just got home. 3 mins before 8pm.

normally at around this hour i would be already sweating out with my usual workout.

pero grabe tamad na tamad ako ngayon.

P texted asking if we're available tom for a financial mentoring event. said no.

we're suppose to go to manila tom and go to a relative's funeral. said we'll be sleeping over to someone else's place. and I HATE SLEEP OVERs big time. sighs.. tinatamad akong sumama.

tinatamad din akong mgpunta sa feast on sun. well, GUSTO kong pumunta sa feast. pero ayoko magbyahe. ayoko gumising ng maaga. gusto ko nalang mag teleport dun tapos tapos na. grabe..sobrang tinatamad ako.

2 days out of diet. my tonsils are already swollen from eating too much sweets. on normal days, i always go sugar free, but with the amount im consuming, i wonder if id make myself diabetic in no time.

wahhh!!! ano ba tong ginagawa ko?!!!!

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he took my wrist motioning to something that he was holding.

and then held out a pouch containing a bracelet.

"tingnan mo kung bagay sayo.." 

ok. whatever.

napapansin na naman kita lately.

graduate na dapat ako dito..graduate na dapat ko sayo.

erase. 

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i am exerting efforts in having more clarity in what my dream really is. devicing concrete action plan on what to do next. 

i am giving myself a little more than a year. i want to retire--not just resign-- before i reach  30 so that i can do whatever i want to do full time.

i know to make this happen, i have to generate passive income streams that could support me and my family. i have no idea how to do it, but im gonna find out.

i would also need to increase my earning ability. improve myself and my skills so that i can increase my value.

money may not be everything, but it sure is necessary to fund one's dream.  the more i think about it the more i feel how there's a lot of work to do.

and yes, slacking off in front of the computer, skipping my daily work out and browsing facebook for hours are in no way making me a step closer to this.

nalulungkot ako..kaya ko ba talaga to.. sighs.. ewan.

{ 気分} lazy to the nth power

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