"someone" came in late today that for a while i thought he's not gonna come.

when he came, he approached all of us as usual. and when my turn came, he asked, "balita ko birthday mo daw ah" and then motioned forward and gave me a hug. i tried my best to act normal but in reality, i think i almost drop the stack of magazine i was holding sa sobrang ...erm, what?kilig ba yon?gulat? confusion? ewan ko. i might have spaced out a bit kasi when i came back to consciousness, an attendee was already waiting beside me for what appear like half minute, asking for a magazine.

hugs are normal in our ministry. or any ministry for that matter. its just that i think this is the first time that "someone" did something like this to me. he gives hug and beso beso to others.. but never to me. so, pag saken kaylangan ng okasyon ganun? haha..matampuhin..lols.ewan ko.

when "J" and i were talking, he came from behind and commented about our hair which i didnt really hear clearly. he was actually touching our hair. he then asked, "ilang taon ka na?" to which i said, "secret". he then said, "kaya ko lang tinatanong kasi birthday mo ha.." to which i reacted, "ah, ok..." but never really blurted out. i just told him my real age and asked what's his. said he's a decade older than "J" who's 28..so that's 9 years older that me. i think he doesnt really looked like it. he even claimed "mukha lang akong 19.." i think he already know.

i think "someone" is cute. he's always wearing suit, which i really like in men. plus he's tall too.

his chest felt hard though. i feel like ive hugged a cardboard. his hands are hard too. i wonder if he's sick or something. or muscles ba yon? the men that ive hugged before (which includes my father, my brother, cousins and male friends) are often soft. so i have no idea.

i wonder if he likes "J" though..

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