3 injections in less than a week and i feel like im a lab rat already. T_T

i hate injections.

i hate injections.

i hate injections.

and oh, did i mention i hate injections?? ugh.

had my blood sample taken for that platelet thingy. will be having an endoscopy by weds. the doc explained to me what the procedure was but the whole thing didnt sink in to my brains as there was that one question i was more concerned about.

"doc, masakit po ba?"

doc said the procedure will only take a few minutes. hindi naman daw masaket except for the anaesthesia(sh*t! injection na naman ba to??!!). and also, they will have to sedate me so i will be asleep during the whole process..

"wait doc, kung hindi masakit baket may anaesthesia? kung hindi masakit baket nyo ko i-sesedate?"

those were the things i wished to ask but didnt. i guess i want to enjoy my few moments of bliss (because ignorance is a bliss) before i find out what real horror awaits me...

i will have to research about it soon, but for now, let me savor my few days of ignorance before the procedure comes.. bahala na si batman.

sighs.. i wonder if sedatives work on someone with insomnia..

also recieved my med test result yesterday. though i cleared my ecg, some parts in my lipid profile are still off the mark. i refuse to drink my meds the last time and now they're blaming not drinking meds for the even more elevated results this time around. the doc resorted to prescibing a higher dosage. well, goodluck if that will scare me into drinking those meds.. bleh!!

ugh. i hate meds. for moments, there was a world war 3 at home because i refused (and still refuse) to drink meds. but the endoscopy thingy gave me a good excuse to skip for a few days. after this, ill be having to find other ways. 

see, im not just being a pain in the as* here or anything. i am actually considering drinking those meds for the sake of world peace. its just that, i believe that meds are suppose to make people better. and that it shouldnt cause any harm in people.. there has to be another way that will make people better without the harmful effects, right? 

sighs. whatever.

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sunday tomorrow. the supposed family gathering was cancelled. now im thinking if i should or should not serve tom. the grilling in my stomach for this whole week forced me to eat. i dont know if id still fit into my skirt. huhu.

but my week had been filled with a lot of hospital trips, meds, injections and the like that i feel like wanting to see and experience something different for a change. 

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