my nth attempt to write a friends-only post. i wonder if ill end up posting this one this time around.

just got back to work and tomorrow will conclude my workweek. yeah, just 2 days work this week and im off. i wouldve been excited for the upcoming event. i, afterall, have waited for this for 1 full year. but i am so full of something else inside me right now. indeed my heart is so small. so small it can only fit one emotion at a time---well, not really.

partly depressed. i think maybe this is somehow self-imposed all to make some drama. i think im somehow overwhelmed with something else..im not liking this..

2 days before the major diversion. seems like im no longer comfortable on having someone invading my head when ive got a lot more pressing things to think of.

quit popping up in my head, will you?

gawd, this is not good.

{ 気分} troubled

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