. December 11, 2014

i dont have feelings

 

my Myers-Briggs Type Indicator test result said so.

just finished binge reading oliver emberton's blog. grabe ang galing nya. was reading his about page and found out that he's an ENTJ. made me retake the test. hehe. they are the verbally fluent type, people with sky high standards and all daw. he pretty much reminds me of someone..who's no longer there..

sighs... loneliness bites.

i thought living a troubled life will make me immune from the holiday blues but its starting to take effect now.

qm will be leaving after being downsized. next week its gonna be just partner and me nalang. ngayon palang sobrang nag-aalala na ko. i dont know how can i manage doing this type of work without his help. sobrang kinakabahan talaga ko.. hayyyys.. bahala na. feeling ko naooveruse ko na ang salitang "bahala na" lately.

the year's about to end. ano bang ginawa ko this year? ano bang na achieve ko? hindi naman as in zero accomplishment pero kahit ganon, hindi parin ako happy sa sarili kong progress. siguro sadyang mahirap isatisfy ang sarili mong standards. and my standards are not even that high to begin with.

nakaka frustrate, nakakalungkot, nakakapagod. grabe, hindi maubos ubos ang pagod ko.

i remember yang's post back then that says something like:

sometimes you need to let the world know that you're sad and helpless...

 

world... im sad and helpless.

{ 気分} sad and helpless and more


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