cebu trip will not come to pass due to some unfortunate events.

in a way i think this is good since it can only mean that i will be a few thousands of peso richer by the end of the month plus i have a straight 6 days of freedom (since ive already filed a leave). that's time plus money at my disposal. i can quite imagine my old self jumping to buy something knowing that i have more extra money. but now of course, i know better.

im just worried that ** would respond last minute or something (grabe umaasa ka parin,teh??). but if he's the person that i think he is, i know he wont. maybe we're not ready yet. or I'm not ready yet. im just sad because it will only mean that that would be one item off my wish-list that i wasnt able to fulfill. pero..pede namang someday di ba? basta pwede yan!!

sighsss..

i want to take these few days off to plan and do something. im thinking of finding another cage just to get myself out of here quicker BUT i think that will impede my progress towards my actual goal. sighs.. ang hirap magdecide. i can feel this indecision wearing me out.

sighs ulet.

i dont really know what to do next. all i know is that i need to do something.

and i will. 

04:03 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。

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