according to my ecg result, mabagal daw ang heart rate ko.

but if i am to take that ecg test again, i swear id fail it again but this time, not for a slow heart rate but the other way around. grabe sa sobrang kaba ang bilis ng puso ko.

see.. i won MM's contest!!!!

i know the setup to get the prize is thru meeting up at an agreed location in manila or cebu. so there's a CHANCE--a tiny chance that he himself would bring the prize, which means, id be able to meet him. well,pwede rin namang hindi mangyari yun. pero grabe kinakabahan pa rin ako.. feeling ko kasi..well..baka lang kasi.. baka lang naman..binibigyan nya lang ako ng chance talaga.. ang kulit ko na daw kasi.. hehe..hayst..ang hirap din siguro ng buhay ng mga taong may maraming fans like him. ewan ko.ano nang gagawin ko....

hayyst... but i know i cant allow this kinakabahan feeling to overpower me. whether he made me win intentionally or not, chance pa rin to na binigay ng universe para matupad ko yung wish ko. chance pa rin to para maexpand ko yung mundo ko. chance parin to to meet someone who made it there to where i want to be.

i need to think clear. be objective. act with a sound mind and prepare myself just in case the chance will actually present itself to me. sabi nga ni vince, "success is preparation meeting opportunity." i need to prepare. i am yet to recieve an email from him about the setup. i just saw my name in his recent post. i really need to prepare--and prepare i will...

oh dear heart, please be brave for me..

{ 気分} uber nervous

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