hello monday!

its 836 in the morning and my eyes sear. woke up this morning looking like kerokeropi. thank God there's makeup.

met yang at the feast yesterday. i think i was crying 90% of the time during the talk. and it wasnt even particularly tearjerking. ugh, damn, old age. this uber puffy eyes is driving me nuts. cant believe i even cried when i watched "asia's next top model" last night. i mean, come on, what's there to cry about in "asia's next top model"? i think there's really something wrong with my eyes. ugh.

yang and i were suppose to go to her friend's wedding yesterday. we were even wearing our outfits already until we decided to back out. maybe its because of the scorching heat or maybe because we were just so lazy. or maybe both.

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it came to tita's knowledge that a cousin and i are planning to do contractual projects and last sat she talked to dad, urging me to go on with the plan. said she'll be finding projects for us and even offered to finance for us. tita was actually the best sales agent in her old company and ive seen her work. she's really great. now, with all my previous excuses ('i dont have money', 'where can we get projects', etc.) gone, all i have to do is do my part which is to actually have ourselves registered. last sat i was looking at the 25-page form with distaste. ano bang problema ko?

ano bang problema ko?

yesterday, yang and i were trying to figure this same issue out. we went home without an answer. i think we're overthinking and underdoing.

with tita around, i hope she can press me to act. because i cant do that myself to myself. i didnt realize how i lack discipline until now.

09:31 AMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。

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