it's a friday!! hoooorrrraaaaaay!!

will be seeing my former officemates laters. magda-diet dapat ako ngayon.--well, MAGDA-DIET PA RIN AKO NGAYON (repeat until it sink in) pwede ko namang hindi kainin yung mga carbs na part ng kakainin namin diba.. kaya ko tohh!! wahhh!

mejo nakakaaasar lang na nakakalungkot na ewan. J is supposed to be with us but refused for "girlfriend-first" reason. He wasnt like that. he use to be fun before the gf materialize. mejo nakakalungkot lang. na nakakainis. na ewan. i mean, pag may gf ba dapat nagiging korni na. basta. pero pramis, hindi naman ako bitter. well, it seems that this dinner is going to pass without J.

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completed the work week with less than 4 hours sleep everyday. ive been sleep deprived most of my life, but its just different when you lack sleep because you dont have time to sleep, than when you lack sleep because you naturally cant. the former is way draining. parang pagod na pagod ako lately. or signs of aging ba to? wahh!

for how things seem, i will be sleep deprived again today-- i need to meet with nini early tom. will be flying to cavite to see shara. and by sun, there's a family event. see, i really love spending time with people especially those that i care for, but its sucking whatever little social juices i have(not a sociable person). took a leave on mon to recharge. with all these socializing events, i dont think i can be a functioning human being for another week  without it.

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chatted with a friend a few days back to ask, "so ano, nasuko mo na ba ang bataan?"

and she was like, "oo, nasuko na pero partial lang.." which i didnt understand.

so i asked her, "panong partial lang? anu yun, pabara-baranggay muna ang isusuko bago buong bataan?ganun?haha.."

nakakatawa lang. i think i need to remind the friend that my comprehension for stuff like this is on a fetus level. lol.

but seriously, im not feeling good about the whole thing. maybe because i dont really trust the guy. or maybe because nalulungkot lang ako dahil the friend didnt wait to do it after marriage. i wonder if sex can be a sturdy enough foundation in a relationship. i really dont know.

well, people grow up, grow old and make choices. siguro ganun lang talaga.

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