4:43pm. Alas tres ata ako nagising kanina. Been feeling a little hopeless these days, kahit na kung tutuusin, ok naman kami.

Dumaan sa baranggay ang mama at kapatid ko kanina. Humingi ng permit na makalagpas sa checkpoint para makauwi si kuya sa cavite. Malapit ng manganak si sis-in-law. Mukhang pumayag naman yung kapitan.

Bigla kong naalala yung convo namin with our Indian General Manager. Last year kasi sinabi nya na nag dedecide palang client if they will renew our contract or not. Sabi jan 30 mag dedecide. Hindi ko na nabalitaan what happened.

I directly sent a message to my supervisor to ask. Medyo vague yung answer, pero sabi nya, safe naman daw kami. Hindi ko alam.

My friend Bea's boyfriend/fiance is a man from a prominent family, that if id write the guy's last name here, people will probably recognize. He's surprisingly kind and easy to talk to. Sobrang layo sa ugali ng mga alta sa mga telenovela. He's pretty smart too. I like him as a human being.

He's an atheist though. Im cool with that. It's just that some of his posts bothers me.

I think it's unfair to tag people as evil just because they don't believe in God. There are countless churchgoers who are evildoers so much more than these atheists. Sometimes I feel like some of his posts makes sense. Ive comfronted the Heavens about this. I dont know.

How are you coping with ecq?

Though we are all fine now, Ive been kinda feeling low and hopeless. I feel tired of fighting for what I believe to be right. I feel tired of doing things that I think I'm supposed to do. I'm tired of trying to explain my point, or trying to understand other people's point. I'm tired of dealing with people in general. Ive left some gc's and I have a long line of unread messages already.

Wala na kong pake

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