: July 16, 2020



Wednesday is over. I just wrapped up my work week 3 hours ago. Nag OTY na ko ng mga 1hr pero di ko parin natapos mga tickets ko.

Bahala na. Hanggang kaya lang.

I had this 1 user na halos dalawang oras kong sinupport. Badtrep. May email nga sya ulet bago ko mag out. Yoko na. Bahala yan.

TL asked me to interview an applicant for a Japanese post. Language assessment. I wonder how will that applicant feel once he found out how much is the salary here. He's asking price is a little lower than we have here.

Takte, ok naman dito. Ok naman talaga. Lahat ng pangangailangan ko sa buhay and more, natutustusan ko dahil sa trabahong to. Siguro pagod lang ako.

Gusto kong yumaman. And no, it's not about money because I do have money. I want to be free. Basta. Ewan.

Ang busy nitong mga nakaraang araw.

Mabagal ang pc. Mabagal ang net. Sa sobrang inis ko, natutunan ko nang magmura. It didn't speed up the internet connection and didn't really do me anything good... pero.

Takte, ang hirap hirap kumalma these days. Siguro pagod lang ako. Pano ba mawala tong pagod?

My brother's family is back in our house. My niece is as sweet ang cute as ever, and my new baby nephew is absolutely adorable. I love them so much. 

I also have a beautiful cat I named Jiufen, but often calls Penngoy or Jupengpeng or Pengoloid. 

And of course, my lovely family.

Ok naman ang buhay e. Okay naman talaga.

The downside of loving people, or any life forms in general, e andun yung samo't saring fear. Of losing them. Or them getting hurt. And so on.

I have a tita who is sick of cancer. I just heard Mom said na sabi daw ng doctor, wala na daw magagawa kay Tita. Prayers nalang daw.

Sabi nila, ang mga successful na tao daw e nagpa plan ahead for the future. Hindi ko magawa yun. Paano naman ako magpaplano kung hindi ko alam kung nandun pa ba ang mga taong mahalaga sa akin. Anong point ng success kung wala sila?

Tita has been sick for a while now. When COVID-19 had never been heard off, everytime na kumakain kami sa mga unli restaurant, we bring our titas along. Minsan nagpakain ang kapatid ko nung birthday nya, he specifically asked to bring our titas along.

I remember Tita always seemed happy pag nasa restaurant kami. She'd always explain why she chose a particular food in her plate, and with a jolly face, make some comment. Nung birthday ko, dinala namin sila sa Sambo Kojin. Sa standard na pamilya namin, sosyal na yun. Tita was very much looking forward eating there. Naikwento kasi ni Mama how it is like sa Sambo Kojin. I remember Tita was so excited that she reminded me about it every time na makikita nya ko. And when the actual date came, binigyan nya pa ko ng gift.

Pag prayer lang ang pag-asa mo, may pag-asa ba talaga?

Hindi ko alam. Basta ang alam ko lang, sa araw araw na kasama ko pa ang mga taong mahalaga sa akin, sobrang pinagpala na ko.

Wala akong pasok bukas at sa Friday. Makakalaro ko ang pamangkin ko ng mas matagal. Makakasama ko ring manood ng tv sila Mama't Papa. I am more than thankful, Universe.

Please help my tita.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 01:20 AM.

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