I marked my calendar with FJ for days that I'm gonna find job, SJ for days I'm going study Japanese, then TH for days off/reading BL for content for my Facebook page. I put stars on dates when I can't perform any of those three.
I work real hard these days, you know.
This week, 3 days were marked FJ. I spent 3 days seriously sending out applications, pero walang pumansin sakin.
It doesn't help that my language skills seem to be getting rusty. And heck, I really need money.
Ang hirap hindi panghinaan ng loob. Sa ngayon, I just do whatever I can at the moment. Taking it one day at a time.
Hindi pala nakakaproud na you're turning 40 and broke. Tas single ka pa. Lol.
Sa totoo lang, wala akong pake sa ibang bagay ngayon other than money.
This time too, I want to have the best possible outcome.
I want to earn even more than I used to from my previous job.
I want to have enough time for my business and hobbies, my cats and my family, and having enough time to sleep on top of that.
I want to travel again. And I want to bring Mom and Dad with me.
Tas gusto ko ulet kuhanin si Ate Neneng as our helper para hindi na mahirapan si Mama.
Gusto ko ulet mag-ipon at palaguin ulet ang stock portfolio ko.
Gusto kong kumain ulet ng masarap. Gusto kong bumalik ulit sa Okada.
Gusto ko ulet bumili ng bagong damit. I'll buy some for Mom too.
Tas maraming cat food.
At bagong cat tower.
Bagong cellphone at bagong laptop.
Tas gusto ko ng rin sarili kong printer.
Gusto ko na yumaman ulit.
Yung mas mayaman pa.
Yung mayaman, masaya, at malaya.
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