Entries for March, 2025
Needless to say, it's not going well.
My last card, that company I was aiming... well, I kinda messed it up. I was doing well. I reached the final interview. I thought it was gonna be all for formalities at that point, but I was faced with a panel interview with 2 offshore Japanese staff and 2 locals. Hindi ko na nga maintindihan, nagloko pa yung laptop. They were sharing their screen, pero my bother's laptop couldn't handle such features, so arg~ ... @!$÷%<>*/
Sino bang company ang mag ha hire with that crappy answers. Well, the interview performances I had with my 2 previous companies were just as crappy, but I managed to get in, so, who knows.
Pero pv+@. Ano bang gagawin ko?
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I remember the other guy was like that too. He soft launched the girl when he posted their picture on social media. Then the next thing I know, kinasal na sila.
Will he also be taken away?
I don't want that.
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Life is fvckng hard, but it's not like I can k!ll myself. I dont have the guts, plus, I can't just leave my cats like that. Sa totoo lang, wala naman akong ibang choice but to keep going.
I'm not giving up.
12:45 AMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
I recieved a soft offer from a company na ang alam ko e malaki magpasahod. I was shocked, and it was NOT in a good way. So nag email ako to negotiate the salary.
I offer my fears, frustrations and disappointments to the Universe.
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I recieved a notification of my 2nd sale in this platform where I sell my AI prompts. Natuwa pa ko kasi naka 2 na ko this week, but when I checked the dashboard, refunded pala yung 1st sale. Takte, they already saw the prompt. It kinda felt like getting cheated. Gah.
All the money that I spend, lose, or give away are going to immediately come back to me 7 folds. And the money that was stolen from me is going to immediately come back to me a hundred folds.
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Nakuha na namin yung separated title ng lupa ni Papa. I didn't know na dito pala sa Pilipinas e kailangan mo magbayad sa bahay na tinayo mo with your own money sa sarili mong lupa. So ayun, we need nearly 30K. Dapat mabayaran before June para walang penalty.
I've used up 40% of my money in stocks. That is already a miracle in itself, considering na 13 months na akong unemployed, pero may tira pa rin.
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Kaya ko pa. Kaya pa. I am surviving, thriving, and emerging victoriously.
Payakap nga, Universe.
05:08 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
There is this anime that I actually haven't watched yet, but I kinda have an idea of the concept. Cells at Work something yung title nung anime. Naisip ko lang na it could be that inside our body is a separate world of its own, where identities (cell) are born, find job, die, fall in love, ganern. And maybe, tayo rin pala e mga cell ng iisang body. Though we have separate functions, my epekto sa atin ang health, well-being, at energies ng isa't isa keneme.
Well, the point is, kada energy na meron dito sa earth affects an individual or something.
I've been learning BaZi. Nalaman ko na ang DAY MASTER ko ay YANG EARTH at ang DAY ANIMAL ko ay Tiger. Earth people daw ay reliable, and stable, but tends to be stubborn and slow to act. I checked the charts of mom, dad and bro too. Lahat sila YANG FIRE. Kaya pala ang iinit ng ulo ng mga tao sa bahay namin. Lol.
Sa BaZi, fire creates the earth daw. Kasi di ba, when something burns, it leaves ashes, which will then becomes earth. So FIRE is benefial to an EARTH like me. Though sa sarili kong chart, I have like only 3% but I have abundant FIRE at home, so maybe it balances out. Mom has 0 water, and Dad has 0 earth. At least I have all the elements. Sabi dapat saw e balanced.
Jeez, andami kong time.
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Teka, FengShui ulet. Napanood ko sa isang reel na if maghohotel ka daw e iwasan mo yung corner room at the end of the hallway. Hindi sinabi kung bakit, but I kinda have an idea.
Just last year, nung nagpunta kami ng friend ko sa Japan, our hotel room was right at the end of a hallway. On our second to the last night, I was having a hard time sleeping (which happened in our entire stay), I dont exactly remember kung ako ba or yung friend ko yung kakabalik lang from the banyo that time, pero basta, I was lying in bed, fully awake, when the bed moved na para bang sinipa or something. Inisip ko if lindol, so I raised my head to check if my friend's bed is moving too, pero hindi gumagalaw yung bed nya. Hindi magkadikit yung bed namin, so I don't think it moved because of my friend's movement. I can only think lindol, but when I asked my friend the next day if lumindol ba, she said she didn't feel anything.
So ayun, I could be wrong, pero may bisita siguro kami dun sa room at that time. Or baka kami yung unwelcomed guests nya that he/she/they want to get rid off. Lol. Surprisingly, hindi ako masyadong natakot that time. Siguro dahil kasama ko naman kasi yung friend ko.
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Man, I've been craving for palabok. Wahh! GUSTO KO NG PALABOK!!! T_T
12:43 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
The last time I posted here, I was craving for palabok. The following day, nagpakain yung tita ko for may late Tita Pet's birthday. And guess what? May palabok!!!
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Man, I've been craving for ten million pesos. Wahh! GUSTO KO NG TEN MILLION PESOS!!! T_T
05:35 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
