happy halloween!!

im working now. my normal self would work tomorrow and the day after that, but well, i guess im not my normal self now..i feel so bored and lazy..kung kelan isang araw nagising nlng ako na ang dami dami ko na palang trabaho.. pak.

hay..tabby..things happen. it sucks when i cant do anything about it..but really, i wonder if i REALLY cant do anything about it.. ive been doing my best to make things better..i hope in the end id succeed in doing so.. know what, some things are getting worse. im so use to holding myself back so i think i wont be having trouble in doing so, but still there is this nagging feeling of wanting it.. and the what if's..it plain sucks..

last night, i brought a new rosary..halloween kasi..im hoping that it'd keep me away from the ghosts.haha..very childish. but whatever. i guess humans need something to cling on. something that will make them feel safe. and so, ayun nga, since bago sya i thought of praying the rosary. kaso nakalimutan ko na kung pano..what a shame, i am a caatholic school graduate..haha..tae..whatever..i even texted my friends kung ano nga ulet ung mga mysteries..bla bla..i use to hate praying the rosary..but this time, it really helped..

father mario was there last night sa mass..sabi na nga ba he was at the canonization kaya sya wala in the past 2(or was it 3?) weeks.. he's really something. i wont be surprise if he'd be the next bishop, then cardinal, then maybe, our very own first filipino pope.. i wonder where id be when that time comes..i hope id be able to go to vatican myself to witness that first hand.

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high hopes for a better tomorrow!!!cheers to us all!!!

as of now, the only thing i want is for me to be able to let things go..

shet, i cant shake this sad feeling away..

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