"there is no horrible job. only horrible attitude towards job"--i forgot where i read this, but who cares.

if this blog will be found by anyone at the office and find bad things written here, i might be force to shut this down and i dont want that to happen so i must shut up..

pero hindi rin..who cares..

arrrgg..she's getting into my nerves..my patience is rather long, but jeez, she made me snap.i hate people who are in the position where they can influence other people, and yet they are the ones who are giving bad example. i swear the next time she'd do something like this, im not gonna let it pass...no wonder we cant have our problems fixed. arg. im being reactive. im not like this. jeez, you and your immaturity is too contagious for my taste. AARRG!!

i feel like saying things this way is like stooping myself down to her level. i shouldnt let this happen. but damn, THIS IS SO AGGRAVATING!!! 

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breathe in breathe out..

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wednesday today. i went to the chap with thoughts of wanting to slap someone. im bad. arg..im sorry heavens.

well, fr. M was there. he sounded better now unlike 2 weeks ago when he sounded sick. he spoke of religious vocation and stuff. said that the people who are applying to be priests and nuns are getting scarce. i wonder what will happen to the church if we ran out of people with religious vocation...well,i dont know..but maybe the heavens will not let that happen, wont He?which made me think, what if the heavens actually want me to be a nun, would i say yes??ayokong isipin...(oh..no please...)haii..sorry.. i dont know, i care for the church, but then...haii..i know im stressed enough with other stuff and yet im stressing myself with things like these..but still, oh, please..no..

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its 10:24 now. tomorrow's the day. im scared.

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