out of diet for a week due to low bp and about-to-faint feeling. then, the birthday today,. whew! i think its best not to check the weighing scale yet.

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will be meeting up former colleagues on fri. the last time one of them saw me, she announced to the whole office how i became so payat na and..ehem.., prettier daw..so mejo pressure saken na those who havent seen me that day may get disappointed once they saw me looking like a pig now.. T_T

umaasa parin ako sa kapangyarihan ng atkins diet. got 5 days..hayys..gambarimasu to that.

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bff asked what gift i want. sabi ko, gwapong malaysian. but she insisted on giving me a swimsuit sabay sabing, "Serious to bading ahh super tampo ako pag ndi mo to ginamit s dec " (she calls me bading, i call her bakla)

sighs..pressure na naman. maybe i should say goodbye to carbs for good. gusto ko narin subukan mg gym. kaso..may oras ba ko? at..may pera ba ko? wahhh..

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read bo sanchez's "how to know if your dream is God's dream".. another good one from this great guy. got to rethink again and reorganize my goals.. although, technically, wala pa namang concrete na goals..pero getting there.. sana.

it says..find your roots.

see, i have always dreamed to be beautiful. i mean, the glamorous elegant type. yung classy, sophisticated..basta ganun. i remember being caught by the teacher when i was in grade six drawing clothes for paper dolls. i have always love clothes.. shoes..accessories.. basta ganun.. it think, that's my roots..

tapos yung iba hahanapin ko pa..siguro related sa books. or reading..or writing.. ewan ko. 

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ok..tama na..they're calling me na.

will catch up soon.

badtrip. bitin na entry.

jaa.

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