Entries for February, 2014

, February 11, 2014


we fall with the idea sometimes.

but when we're face to face with the real thing, it just aint the same..


damn, i think this whole vday thing is just getting the better out of me..

Written by cinderellaareus at 12:55 PM.

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, February 15, 2014


to keep myself from thinking other stuff, let me entertain myself with the following to-do list:

1. have an earpierce.

2. create a dream board.

3. 21 days atkins diet with 0 cheat day. (yay for a beach bod!!)

4. circuit excercise 2x a week. at least 1 round everyday.

5. have an extra income (or at least think of a way how first)

yay for good change!..

i aiming to look better, feel better, earn better. days are passing by and i know im eating up the days before my deadline. i am yet to formulate a plan on what to do next. i've just been distracted by stuff recently but im not gonna let it go on.. sighs.. heavens, please enlighten me.

i hope the motivation i have at the moment will sustain me until i get my goal..

no one knows what the future holds.. but that doesnt mean we should stop doing something for us to have a better life. 

so i am aiming for a better life.. im gonna work my way into it.. wish me luck.

{ mood } all the loves

Written by cinderellaareus at 07:15 PM.

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, February 20, 2014


clearly, sleeping has never been something im passionate about.


im rather feeling low today. i just came from a job hunt. wasnt bad. wasnt good either. salary's too low to consider, so , no. better luck next time for a part-time job for me, i guess.

shucks.. i want money..

but more than money, i want something else.

shara texted me today asking me how i am and how i spent my v-day.

shara seems to be worried about my love life, which is of course, very thoughtful of her, but then..arg..i dont know.

really, even my interviewer in my jobhunt earlier said that i should get married na..

damn,what's with the rush?

well, yeah, yeah, i get it..but... aaaaaaaaaaaarg!


ewan ko..


falling objects travel at a constant acceleration of 9.81 m/s2. gravitational acceleration, that is. 

and if you're wise enough, hindi mo papangunahan ang gravity..

sa tingin ko, iniistress ko lang ang sarili ko unnecessarily.


im just sad. =(

Written by cinderellaareus at 10:34 PM.


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, February 23, 2014

~the cliff

yes, im jumping off..

watch me.

Written by cinderellaareus at 04:09 PM.


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, February 25, 2014

wish me luck..

yang told me before, "do something that scares you"..

and so, without thinking, i said yes to a 3hrs long interpreter job for a photo shoot. and that is tomorrow.

hindi naman big time yung iiinterpret kong jap..

yung inventor lang naman ng G-shock. wahhh!!

at least photoshoot lang naman at hindi yung interview sa press..

pero basta..

para parin akong masho-shock..pwede ayawan na??wahh..

sabi fake it till you make it daw..

sh*t..kaya ko to!!! WAHHHHHH!!!



im feel like im off to a suicide mission..

oh, heavens, please spare me..

{ mood } inspire me please..

Written by cinderellaareus at 09:34 PM.


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, February 26, 2014


{ mood } #unmasktofindlove

Written by cinderellaareus at 07:27 PM.

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