ugh.

what's happening to me. a few days after deciding im gonna organize my life through planning and implementation and now this. for the past few day ive been spending my time staring at my pc doing nothing. my larry gamboa book is just a few pages away from completion and yet hindi ko parin sya binabasa. i bought "the richest man in babylon" book and aim to finish it before the next payday when id be buying another one. pero anong petsa na ba?

tinatamad na naman ako...wahhh..this is not good. im nowhere near accomplishing my 90-day goal. and worst, im not doing anything about it. ive been spending a lot of time doing nothing and ive been staring at walls more often lately. ugh. hello productivity.

the day after i attended the technical analysis seminar for stock market trading, i tried out the principles right away and there.. red numbers are now flooding my portfolio..wahhh!!pwedeng umiyak??waahhh!!.. maybe i got the lecture wrong. even yang doesnt seem impressed when i told her the companies that ive traded in. may mali ata sa pagkakaintindi ko sa lecture..huhu..

sighsss...

i think i need to remind myself again and again on why im doing all these in the first place.

i hate not having a choice. i know it was i who had place myself in this situation. i may not sound like it, but really, i have no regrets whatsoever. still, i do want to get myself out of this.

sighs.. may gamot ba to induce motivation. pak this.

{ 音楽} 99 red balloons
{ 本} grow rich pinoy

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