im still not sure on what my take is on euthanasia. But im pretty sure that to any of my dogs, i dont think ill ever consider that as an option. i heard people's take on this thing.. i guess we just love differently and there's nothing wrong with that.

i hugged my dog tight after reading this. she's our eldest dog among the 7 dogs we had. she's around 9 years old. the thought of her dying is just unimaginable.

i wonder if dogs go to heaven too.. i dont know if afterlife do exist. im not even confident that id land in there. but still, the thought of that little chance of meeting again up there in eternity comforts me.

life after death may not be something we could be certain about. life now is what we have. so, allow yourself to love people, pets, ideas.. hug your mom, hug your pets, hug your spouse, your friends.. care, get hurt, fail, succeed, hope, lose hope, move on, set out on an adventure, fall,sing dance, be foolish, be crazy.. be human.. life is what we got..let's make the most out of it.

sighs..

RIP dukey.. sending loves <3