C I N D E R E L L A A R E U S

木曜日. July 9, 2015

update

like im not posting something everyday. yeah.

my head feels so cramped up so im dumping some of the contents here.

got my 4th and 5th ear pierce yesterday. bale 2 sa left tas 3 sa right. i wouldn't have meddled with the left ear kung hindi lang required na bumili ng earrings in pairs. arg. iniisip ko kung magiging issue ba to sa greeter duties ko. i cant remove it for the next 2 to 3 weeks. pak. ang saket ng ears ko. i feel like these are more painful than the last one i had. the dude who pierced my ears was a bit brute. tipong.. "ok, 1,2,3..pak!".. ganun lang.. well, at least, nag "1,2,3" sya.

now im satisfied. these will be my last ear pierce ever.--- kaya lang, a pierced tragus looks nice too.. pero parang ang saket.. or basta. bahala na.. next year siguro. first things first.

im scouting for a decent tattoo parlor that i can trust. i aim to get inked before the 30th birthday. they say good tattoo parlors are mostly fully booked so you have to get an appointment weeks before. i think i still have an ample time. i want something simple and subtle. yung minimalist, para i can still look classy.

shucks... am i really doing this??!!!

feeling ko, this is my way of fighting some lifelong inner battle. And for once, im winning.

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lately, ive been fancying doing some bold changes. like the ones i did 2 years ago. yung super life changing na decision na one-way lang, once you're there, wala nang balikan. no turning back. ganun.

im thinking of leaving. somewhere far. in the west siguro. hindi ko maisip kung pano ko gagawin yun or kung anong gagawin ko dun. pero naeexcite ako at the thought.

but part of me's wondering if im just running away.

but, well, kung hindi yun, i want to do something i haven't done before. something na hindi ko maimagine na makakaya kong gawin? something... grand. i want to be one with those people that i look up to. i want to be something.. great.

great. sighs.. eto na naman tayo..

kung eto talaga ang gusto ko.. dapat my ginagawa na ko ngayon, di ba.

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i hate how you're starting to invade my head. i can feel myself losing. i hate losing.

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dad's birthday today. we'll celebrate this weekend. and 2 weeks after that will be my bro's bday celeb. i dont know how im gonna reach the item no. 4 in my bucket list with all these pigging out. tsk.

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its raining again. i love the rain.

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Creep2Knightv2

Comment posted on July 9th, 2015 at 10:05 PM

i had my four piercings on my left ear (i havent wore any earrings in months so i dunno if they're still pierced) because i though way back, "if it looked cool on that anime character, it must look cool with me"
which it did for a while anyway, but it's not the look that i want anymore (tumatanda na eh)

though i don't regret my decision to get a tattoo, it still looks awesome to me even now. :p

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INFJ ka din ba? O_o

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cinderellaareus

Comment posted on July 10th, 2015 at 07:15 AM

wow, you have tatts? masakit ba? san ka ngpatatts?anong name ng tattoo shop? haha.. daming tanong.

im INTP, btw. did i happen to display INFJ traits in this post?

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Creep2Knightv2

Comment posted on July 10th, 2015 at 09:50 PM

yup.
http://s3.amazonaws.com/im.tabulas.com/560253/r/img_1842.jpg

depende siguro kung saang part mo papalagay, sa arm kasi not so much.
though during the 2nd to 3rd hour nung session (isang bagsakan ko lang kasi pinalagay) feeling ko punit punit na braso ko hahaha
it was a friend of a friend so sa bahay lang nila ginawa and wala naman talaga siya pwesto. well that was years ago.

ahhh must be the "IN" part.
wala lang :) you seem like a very idealistic person and a bit of an overthinker :p im INFJ btw

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cinderellaareus

Comment posted on July 11th, 2015 at 10:45 PM

ang ganda! freshly taken ba yung pic? or pic ba to nung bagong gawa lang yung tattoo.. yung iba kasing nakikita ko, blurred o kaya mejo nag swe-swell yung outline, but yours looks natural at ang ganda ng quality ng drawing. mukhang magaling yung friend ng friend mo.

idealistic at overthinker? haha. mejo ganyan nga ko. maybe there's an INFJ side in me somewhere. :)

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Creep2Knightv2

Comment posted on July 11th, 2015 at 11:32 PM

well that was taken the same day i got it,
im not typically fond of selfies, but here's a fresh one:
http://s3.amazonaws.com/im.tabulas.com/560253/r/img_20150711_231343.JPG

ang ginawa ko kasi jan, i looked for a design i want online, printed it out tapos yun yung ginamit nung artist para i-stencil yung design.
so parang nit-trace na lang nya kaya pantay, saka magaling din talaga siya.

haha okay :)

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cinderellaareus

Comment posted on July 13th, 2015 at 07:11 AM

oooh, ini-stencil pala yun? yours still looks nice. makes me want to push through with this all the more. pero siguro yung mejo maliit lang.. hehe..

salamat pala sa picture.. :)

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koficola

Comment posted on July 9th, 2015 at 07:47 PM

I've had my hair bleached once, so I get what you are saying. But at least that is reversable. My only suggestion is *not* to get tattoos when you are drunk.

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cinderellaareus

Comment posted on July 10th, 2015 at 07:18 AM

"My only suggestion is *not* to get tattoos when you are drunk."-- haha. of course, im getting marked for life so better have it planned carefully. im most likely to bail out of this though. the idea that it's permanent makes me cringe a bit.

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