C I N D E R E L L A A R E U S

水曜日. July 22, 2015

musings

wednesday. time's flying so fast i cant seem to catch up.

bro's birthday yesterday. the wife woke up early to prepare a special breakfast. she bought whatta tops, put a candle on it and sang the happy birthday song for my brother. nice right.

sis-in-law is a wonderful woman. she's just like mom. i really admire that side of her. know what, sometimes it buffles me how so different i am from them(mom and sis-in-law). it's like im a whole different species.

i remember years ago when ive made a wish list for the Heavens that ive written and sealed in a piece of paper. it was written in a prayer form. in there i included a prayer for my brother, for him to find a girl who will love and take care of him. he use to be this uber torpe type kasi (but now his flirting skills had remarkably improved it's like my uber torpe brother never existed at all). i knew he wasnt getting any younger then and i was worried that he wouldnt find a girlfriend. so i thought, he needed a pray over.. and it worked! i remember opening that sealed prayer year 2011 and brother was already steady with his gf then. she's his wife now and they have a beautiful baby girl already. nice right? see.. prayer works. i think, especially when written.

ang mali ko lang, i didnt include in there anything that has to do with my own lovelife. during those times, i was certain R and I will end up together. surely, the universe has it's way of making us realize that there are things that are beyond our control and that nothing's certain. and i think that's ok.

minsan kasi pag may gusto ka parang ayaw mo na talaga ng iba.

i think fidelity and faithfulness are wonderful traits one could have. but it should only be applied in committed relationships. if you're not in one and you display these traits, that's borderline stupid. but then maybe, it can serve as a good practice before the real thing comes.. pero baka hindi rin. im undecided on my take on this just yet.

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maybe im starting to learn the rules of the game. maybe.

or maybe id realize along the way how these are totally unecessary and crawl back to the cave not letting anyone intrude my peaceful existence.

i dont know. i dont really feel like a normal human being when it comes to this department. seriously.

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Creep2Knightv2

Comment posted on July 23rd, 2015 at 09:21 AM

i know what you mean.
aaminin ko, malandi ako kapag single.
but once i start seriously dating someone, i immediately stop flirting with anyone else.

as a guy, my unsolicited advice is, hangga't hindi naman "kayo"
don't focus your sights yet. broaden your horizon.
isipin mo na lang, kung yung mga walang pinagkaka-abalahan sa buhay eh ang lakas lumandi, ikaw pa kaya na madaming pwede i-offer?

well, i dont know exactly if you really want to be in a relationship or you feel that you aint ready yet.
but i can sense that your longing for a friend you can flirt with, someone whom you can exchange texty texts in the middle of the day but still not close enough to invade your "me time"

im rambling again. i tend to do that a lot.

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cinderellaareus

Comment posted on July 23rd, 2015 at 10:20 AM

wow.. that was quite accurate. i was actually trying not to reveal too much details and yet you got it. i wonder if i just failed in my attempt to be a bit discreet or sadyang magaling ka lang mag analyze. hehe.

"as a guy, my unsolicited advice is, hangga't hindi naman "kayo"
don't focus your sights yet. broaden your horizon.
isipin mo na lang, kung yung mga walang pinagkaka-abalahan sa buhay eh ang lakas lumandi, ikaw pa kaya na madaming pwede i-offer?"--thought of this too. and, im still thinking(even when i sometimes think that maybe, i dont really have to). haha.

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Creep2Knightv2

Comment posted on July 23rd, 2015 at 09:28 PM

let's just say i have a keen intuition. ;)

you think too much, maybe you should really stop thinking and start doing something.
it's not totally a dumb idea to shut down your brain sometimes (you'll still be smart afterwards) and let your intuition drive your action.
you are a good person, so im sure that your instincts won't get you into too much trouble.

i don't know exactly what im talking about, but i have a point somewhere in there.

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cinderellaareus

Comment posted on July 24th, 2015 at 10:14 AM

haha, thanks. yeah, maybe i should do that for a change -the stop thinking and start doing part. ;)

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