my eyes are bloodshot and searing. must be the lack of sleep or the allergies or both.
was having my usual sneezing fit this morning due to allergy (with soap, of all things!!), which made my brother mad. he talked me into taming my sneezing because his daughter just slept. still ended up sneezing and woke the baby up as a result. i know brother wasnt angry because i had a sneezing fit. he was angry because i didnt do anything about it. he offered me anti-allergy med thingy but i refused. i wasnt really just being a pain in the ass right there. i dont want to wake up my poor little niece either. i just dont want to drink meds. i guess its something people with healthy stomach walls wouldnt understand.
ugh, damn allergies. damn GERD.
--
read some skype thread this morning. i wouldn't have read it if i hadnt notice my name as i browse through the entry:
"pag sinabi ko b dto na kras ni lau c <insert my name here> mababasa nia?"
"c <insert my name here>lagi mong kinukwento smin di ba"
"sabi mo boses plang laglag kna awwsss
mahal mo na ba c <insert my name here>Lau?"
"di nio b alam kya gstong gsto nia s umaga eh"
"oo nga
ramdam ko
lagi ko late umuwe eh
saka pag dumarating na si <insert my name here>, ang ngiti nya wagas"
"honga tas sumisikip yung pantalon" ← wait, ano daw??!!
..
uh, ok. mejo hindi ko masyadong gets yung last line.. bastos ba yun? baket? lol. pero nakakatawa lang. hehe.
mejo kinilig din naman ako. pero kasi naisip ko lang na baka hindi sila updated. i mean, lulubog lilitaw din kasi tong lalaking to. ang hirap nyang i-spell. and he seem to really love playing around. so maybe, probably, by this time, baka he's liking or even flirting with someone else na. so, ewan ko talaga.
anyway, moving forward,
was at some wedding last sat. as usual, the ever present "ikaw kelan?" question was asked. i just answered with my usual generic answer which was, "ready na po akong magpakasal kahet agad agad, hinihintay ko nalang po yung groom." This answer comes in handy, really. it keeps things light and it spares me from any further questions. truth be told, im not even sure if i really want to get married.
mom was one of the ninangs. whenever im with mom, she has this habit of telling(more like announcing) everyone who would listen that im nearing 30 and still single. i wonder if this is her way of finding me a potential lovelife. jeez. but i learned to get use to it, it no longer bothers me. so when one of the ninang heard mom's usual announcement about me being single, she said something like, "ok lang yan, wag ka magmadali. ako nga 37 nag-asawa e. may dalawa pa kong anak.".. for some reason, what she said made me want to give her a hug.
all in all,the wedding was fine. the groom looked gwapo, he looked like a prince. they met online, had an ldr and will be having an ld marriage. know what, it feels odd, because looking at this couple gives me a warm feeling inside. there must be something special about them. they survived a long distance relationship. i know a long distance marriage will be tougher.. but from the bottom of my heart, i wish that this couple will make it through.
---
july's nearing to an end. kcon's fast approaching. joan told me she already bought tickets. eeeeeeeeee!! naeexcite na ko! grabe, nakaka hyper. i wish father mario will be one of the speakers again to one of the classes. sana this time, sa class na pwede ko nang salihan. i need to buy a ticket before sept. they say that would be the time when they'll be releasing the schedule.
ang dami daming gastos. i dont know if magagawa ko ba lahat ng target kong magawa this year. kailangan ko narin makapag sign up sa toastmasters soon. sighs, gusto ko nang magbenta ng excess body parts. huhu.
sighs ulet.
but still, all smiles..
01:36 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
4 コメント
