"Without a goal or a vision, our days will just go to waste. It may sound like a cliche, but yes, life is short.

And what you do now matters. It will all add up.

Be discerning, but don't be overly cautious. You'll learn more from the (unintentional) mistakes that you'll do.

Don't be driven by fear, but by the purpose that God has given you.

What are you aiming for?"

source: http://www.productivepinoy.com/2013/10/what-are-you-aiming-for.html

slept and woke up with the same picture inside my head.

man, i miss the sea.

the sea, the horizon, the sky, the streaks of orange in the sky, the sea foam, the breeze, the scent... everything.

kung hindi issue ang pera, ibang tao, buhay at responsibilities ko at iba pang mga kaguluhan, i would've packed my bag and go somewhere where i can see something like this.. or anything close to this.

sometimes i feel like life itself is preventing us from living. of maybe it's our idea of what we should be doing or on what kind of person we should be that's actually doing that. hindi ko rin talaga alam.

so what am i aiming for?

sa tingin ko, gusto kong dumating yung time na pag naisipan kong tumakas sa mundo, like pumunta sa dagat, or kaya mamundok, or kaya pumunta sa baguio, boracay, ilo-ilo, sa  paris or kahit sa outerspace pa, magagawa ko. kahet saan ko gusto, kahet kelan ko gusto. 

yun yung definition ko ng freedom. eto yung pangarap kong freedom. eto yung aim kong freedom.

sabi sa nabasa ko,  "You are never given a wish without also being given the power to make it come true.You may have to work for it, however."

it seems to me that dreams come with a price. siguro nga kaya naten maabot ang mga pangarap naten. nagkakatalo lang naman yun sa willingness mo na bayaran yung price.

will be turning a year older in a few more months. as years add up to my age, i know that the opportunities available for me are getting scarce especially since ive been changing paths from time to time and not mastering anything. alam kong hindi ako pwedeng maging aimless wanderer of the earth habang buhay. ayokong maging isang lost soul forever.

eh, ano bang gagawin ko??

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was watching manix abrera deliver bob ong's speech in youtube. jeez.. these people. what wouldn't i give to be  one of them?

i think i want to be a part of  that industry. their industry. pero para kasing ang delusional. parang kalokohan. parang masyadong ambisyosa lang na hindi maintindihan. parang imposible. parang.. ewan ko.

tingin ko kasi, may mga pangarap na worth pursuing. na tama lang na pagsumikapang maabot at paghirapan. pero may mga pangarap din na pangarap lang talaga. period. kung alin sya don, hindi ko alam at hindi ko rin alam kung pano ko malalaman.

tumatakbo ang oras. umaandar ang mundo. ilang taon na rin ang nasasayang ko pero indecisive parin ako. i cannot take my time figuring out what to do next while my dreams are evaporating before my eyes.

eh, ano nga bang gagawing ko?? 

sighs..

*tinatamad akong mag-isip.. bukas nalang.*

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tsk. you're hopeless, z, you're hopeless..

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