bought the book 'dorothy must die' last friday coz i was thinking of a lazy weekend ahead, but for some reason, it didn't happen.
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saturday, watched inside out. it was awesome. damn tearducts decided to leak in the middle of the movie. and it wasnt even that much of a tear-jerker. uhg, old age.
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met yang at the feast yesterday. just found out that we've changed venue. we're now in smx. seems like its been ages since i went there. feast is as awesome as ever, but when it comes to venue, i feel more at home in picc.
saw a co-servant as i enter the function room. was a bit awkward. ang tagal tagal ko nang hindi nagpapakita. parang nakaka jahe ng bumalik. im thinking of joining another ministry. sa events siguro or sa liturgical. maybe once we go back to picc. im not sure though if we're ever gonna go back.
we also bought kcon tickets yesterday. eeeeeee!! this is it!! a few months to go. sobrang naeexcite na ko.
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as usual we again tried to make plans on what business to put up etc etc. we came up with all sorts or ideas from normal ones (like joining weekend markets) to absolutely ridiculous ones (suicide fair, nude art classes, etc etc). in the end, we didnt come up with a plan but we sure had so much fun trying.. still, in a way, im feeling a bit worried. i mean, come on.. we cant continue being crazy like this, right?
i just remember that day we started RAVE. maraming questions and inhibitions, but we pushed it through. sure, we ended up having to liquidate everything, but we learned. we started something. that alone is an achievement in itself. i dont know why we're having a hard time moving on to our next attempt.
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sabi sa OTL book ni bo sanchez, "Step 4: Have as many friendly dates as humanly possible." and so, i agreed to see someone this coming weekend. tsk. para sa uberly introverted creature like me, this sort of feels like a suicide mission, promise. sighs. pero kaya ko tooo!! after this, im gonna be a better person. haha.
sighs..
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edsa was blocked from kamuning this morning. i needed to walk from there to cubao. matindihang workout eto. ok lang naman, gusto ko rin naman talagang pumayat. it was a fine breezy morning and the sky was a sight to behold. infey sa edsa, maganda pala sya without the vehicles and all. i just realize the ive seen this same things for years but it just look different when you see them when you're on foot. sa tingin ko, if only you will just seek for it, you'd see it everywhere..beauty, that is.
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still got a lot of things to sort out but i cant seem to find the motivation to do anything.. if this goes on, i know im endangering my own future.
saan ba nakakabili ng motivation?
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