sabi sa nabasa ko, dapat daw fini-feel ang feelings.. ina acknowledge.. ine embrace.. yun lang daw ang way to healing. but of course acting your feelings out is way another story.
i was feeling bad last night. i tried to feel the feeling asking myself, was it anger? frustration? disappointment? maybe a mixture of these all.. but i guess above all these, it was more on regret. i feel like ive been so caught up chasing my dreams forgetting the main reason why i had those dreams in the first place. i was tired. i still am. i could only think of running away as a solution--but will that solve anything? im just so fed up with all these.
most of the areas of my life sucks. and the one thing that doesnt, im starting to mess up bit by bit. what's with me?
nakakapagod. nakakasawa. gusto ko na naman maging alien.
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Written by cinderellaareus at 12:33 PM.