・decorate your room with recycled stuff to see if you have talent for creating DIY that you can use for business (plus save the environment!)

・write a book for younger generation

・give talks to schools for free for the "we don't need more robots" campaign. Then, sell your book after the talk (win-win!!)

・write a blog daily, build stats and earn thru ads.

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these are the things i came up with as i try to formulate ways on how to get myself out of here and be free. if you noticed, not one sound item can be found on this list. dahil hindi ko na talaga alam kung anong tumbling ang dapat kong gawin to change the way things are, i messaged yang and told her about reviving the old idea that we came up with before which we just discarded a few weeks back. she said yes.. and we'll be acting out on it this weekend. agad agad. woohoo!

sheeesh. im a bit worried how i dont feel excited about it, because knowing me, i get excited on little things.. if i dont get excited, could it be that something's wrong or whatever?? pero kasi.... what else can i do??!

i just wish yang ang i can find a way to enjoy ourselves while doing this project. yung tipong we're doing our best while having fun. feeling ko kasi dun ako pinaka effective. bahala na.. saka na siguro ako mag ooverthink.

sinabi ko rin to kay yang kahapon. na hindi naman ako natatakot mag fail. natatakot lang akong mag commit. para kasing nakakatakot yung pag kahet ayaw mo na hindi ka na makaalis kasi nakapag commit ka na. ganun. yang said she feels the same. i wonder if we're single for the same reason. haha. whatebs.

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G asked me if i can be the toastmaster of the evening next meeting. i refused. first, because i dont feel ready yet. and also because my voice is not back to normal yet. he asked if i can be once again the topicsmaster instead. i said sure. i felt bad for backing out on the challenge and settling for something easier. i know i vowed to say yes to things that could make me grow as a person.. tas ngayon... sighs.. sh*t!! i feel bad. huhu.

pramis, last na to. i will not allow myself to chicken out on something that i think i cannot do ever again.

that's a promise.

i keep promises.

try me, world.

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need to find topics for tt this fri. gusto ko sana nung mga crazy questions ulet. not because i want to give my co-members a hard time. im just curious on what they can come up with once pushed into answering questions that they're not used to recieving... kaso nakakatamad. quotes na nga lang... dapat nag toastmaster of the evening nalang ako. hmp.

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drank meds to cure this nasty cough and colds that just wont go away kahet na i detest meds. i need to get well sooooonest because i need my voice back. we'll be creating a PV this weekend. malamang boses ko gagamitin. di pede ang bedroom voice. i need to get well.. so, please, conspire with me, dear Universe.

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