To give myself an excuse not to work on some project I'm suppose to work on, I attended last night's tm meeting. Naisip ko kasi na kahet ano pang role ang mabunot ko wag Lang prepared speaker, then I can get by. And guess what role I picked... prepared speaker. 

I was glad on how mentor was so encouraging. As time goes by the more I can see how I indeed made the right, if not the best, choice of choosing him to be my mentor. I delivered a supposedly prepared speech which was actually impromptu as mentor advised.  It wasn't so good, but from how the crowd seemed to enjoy the speech, I think I didn't mess up so bad. Kahet Hindi pa maganda technically ung speech ko, if I managed to make my audience smile, or feel better... then, I think my speech served it's purpose. In the end natuwa nrin ako sa mga nnngyari.

I also decided to watch the division contest. I love how mentor was so sport about not winning. I'm not sure if I can be the same if that was me. That was why I totally understand G's reaction. I too felt the same. He said he'd be happy if mentor will get any place. Saken naman, getting the 2nd and 3rd place is as good as losing. I know this is not a good mentality but that's me. 

Still, I'm glad I went. I was able to hang out with people I have high respect for. I think I want to surround myself more with this type of people so that I can learn from them and maybe be more like them. When we were going home, before dropping us off in east Ave, G asked if it'd be nearer if he'd just drop me off in marilao. I thought of saying yes because that would mean I'd have more time to talk to them and pick their brains or something, but I remember the scorching heat and on how hard it is to find a bus that would stop to let you in in that area. 

Pero since NASA same club naman kami, siguro my ibang chance pa naman di ba?

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So, OK. Back to reality. Back to work. Nakakatamad... siguro kailangan mo Lang magsimula talaga at hintayin na magsubside ung laziness. I want to change my life. And to do that, I think I need to work more and talk (or write) about it less.

So yeah, bye for now.

06:04 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。

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