for days i slacked off from the things i should be doing. now i got to go back to my regular programming.
mejo nakakastress..
i just read mm's past post about his analysis on poverty in our country(wait, commercial. i just remember it made me giddy when i found out that my super idol mm too thinks mar roxas is the best one we got! ang galing!).. naisip ko lang, kung wala man akong maiitutulong, kailangang at least e wag na kong dumagdag pa sa dami ng mahihirap at naghihirap sa bansa. hehe.
im a few months away from my 3rd year mark in this company. last feb 15 marked the 3rd year of my attempt to change my life and boy, it did change. but im nowhere near where i wanted to be yet. maybe i was naive for thinking i can achieve the things that i want in a year with minimal effort. i sure learned. i dont know how far i am from my goal, but at least i know ive gotten far. even just this far.
but im having a lot of realizations lately. wala lang. may nabasa kasi akong somewhere that says something like, pag natuto ka daw maging masaya with very little, hindi ka daw mahihirapang maging masaya. im just amazed on how i managed to simplify my life. stripped with all my usual kaartehan from 3 years ago and yet, i learned to live with it. with very little. and even managed to be happy despite of it. kung may isang bagay na matatawag kong naging achievement ko for the last 3 years, siguro, yung maturity na ito yun. of course, i still have a long way to go.
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ilang araw lang ang lumipas. parang tambak agad ang mga dapat kong gawin.
i should be having my bsp4 on fri.. mentor sort-of reminded me about it. told him already that i cant deliver on fri kasi hindi ako makasulat because im still heartbroken over mar roxas not winning the election. yeah, sinabi ko talaga kay mentor. haha. see, i dont lie to people i respect (cant would be more apt). and come on, what else can i say? im still sad about it now(wait, kala ko ba move on ka na sa election? haha)... but life has to go on somehow, right?
sighs.. i need to write my bsp4 soon. hindi ko mahagilap kung san ba nag evaporate ang mga creative juices ko lately.
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family outing on sun. id love to play on the pool with my niece, but knowing i have to entertain relatives (the younger ones).. parang hindi na tuloy ako excited. hindi lang pala creative juices ko ang hindi ko mahagilap. social juices din. uhmp.
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