monday. back to the cage.

though i go somewhere from time to time during weekends, i still technically spend most of my time home that's why it buffles me why im feeling so home sick.

man, i'm dying to leave this cage already.

a few days back, another company offered me a position in their cage. it was comforting in a way because, maybe, if i stay in this industry, then maybe my family wouldnt go hungry. still, i dont want to stay. i dont think going to a grander, flashier cage would be the answer.

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was at the Christening of my nth inaanak. i was again challenged to ride a motorcycle. i backed out after a few yards. was touched that kuya j and kuya c followed the jeep just to make sure ill get to the venue sound.. awww.. if i had been younger i might... ah, never mind.

lately, thoughts regarding the love front were being pushed way backwards inside my head. i read somewhere, dont pray for a husband, pray for the readiness to be a wife. i use to think i had always been ready. i realized i cant be more wrong. but right now, if there are relationships id like to keep, it would be my relationship with my family. as for the rest, i dont care so much anymore. maybe im just tired. do we really have to fight to be understood? i dont know.

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this cage is draining so much of me.. Lord, please get me out of here. 

04:04 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。

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