senyales daw ng pagiging nene yung sobrang nakikiliti ka pag physical exam. i sure was giving myself away. what can be more embarrassing than that?! ugh! i hate APE!!
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lazy thursday at work. i was feeling off since yesterday so i googled "feel good movies" and found the movie, "man up". it was cute. i liked it. i LOVE Simon Pegg. he's soooo.. what? i dont know.. charming? basta i love him.
i think i miss that. you know.. yung conversation na alam mong my chemistry.. ganun. ewan. if it's with another woman, it's easy to converse. chemistry's naturally there, parehas kaming babae e. pero pag sa lalaki.. idk..it's really rare. lalo na nga't madalas na naooverpower ng awkwardness yung chemistry. pero...i dont know.
B chatted with me a few days back. he was someone i once liked then ended up hating. still, i cant deny that he's one of the very few men that i find easy to talk to. hindi ko tuloy sure if time ba yung nagbura ng pagkaumay ko sa kanya before or was it because i just miss having a substantial convo with the opposite sex. yung kind of talk na may exchange of ideas at hindi basta super light talks lang as how what i usually was usually having lately. maybe i need to expand my world some more.
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nini texted me this morning asking if she can call me. from there, alam ko na. i remember the last time shara called was when she got pregnant. and her call before that was when she was getting married.
so yeah, nini's now getting married. may role daw ako sa wedding. probably bridesmaid. kailangan ng kumayod para mag diet. the wedding will be on nov 25. unlike shara's wedding, nini's didnt come as a shock. she and tope had been together for a long time. and i know tope. he's a good man. i know that nini will be in good hands.
i asked nini kung sino sino sa mga friends namin ang darating.. the truth is, i just want to know if she'll be inviting R too. that would be a friday. he probably has a class then. still.. ewan ko. why do i want to know?
but whatebs. excited na ko. nini said she'll send me a pic or drawing or something on how my dress will look like. ang advantage pag close mo ang bride, pwede kang mag reklamo pag hindi mo type ang outfit. haha. pangalawang beses ko palang tong magiging part ng entourage. the first was when bro got married.. should i grow my hair long? i will tell nini i want flowers on my hair. haha. demanding. lol.
in a way, i fear what mom will say once she find out.."anak, ikaw nalang ang hindi pa nag-aasawa."
yeah, well spotted, mom.
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the sky was peach when i left the house this morning. there were faint streaks of blue among the peach. i loved the look of it and the feeling it sent me. you see, sometimes when you're down, the Heavens sure has a way of lifting you up in a lot of unexpected ways..
i think, im now feeling better.
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