Time check: 5:19am

My dog woke me up at 2:5+ am and wasn't able to go back to sleep since then.  I'm skipping work. I phoned in sick just about an hour ago.. coz I am..

I'm hoping.. wishing for a little rain.

I can see a faint pre-morning light by the window. I can hear birds chirping. I was feeling depressed and frustrated yesterday. Glad that the morning silence is calming me down. 

Life is still good.

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Two weeks after Cristina's death. I saw her name in facebook and it took me a while to remember that she's dead. I passed by the corner of the street that leads to her house and I almost expect to see her there. I wonder what Cristina will say about dying. I remember reading somewhere that says something like," God will not abandon you," or "God will help you." Is Cristina disappointed because God didn't heal her? Or is she happy because God finally ended the pain? or meron nga  b talagang "God"? Nalaman n kaya ni Cristina ang mga katotohanan ng buhay? Or naglaho nalang sia kasabay ng huli nyang hininga?

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May nabasa akong isang article about hiring innovative people. May 2 questions daw to ask para ma-test any commitment ng Tao to innovation. Employer or not, I think these questions are worth asking yourself with.

1. "What are three things you have not yet accomplished that you would never forgive yourself for not having accomplished during the remainder of your life?"*

2. "Specifically, what have you done in the past 30 days to realize each of those three ambitions?"*

Hindi man ako natutuwa sa mga nangyayari sa buhay ko ngayon, natutuwa naman ako sa sagot ko sa mga tanong na to.

Umay na Umay na ko sa kinalalagyan ko ngayon. Minsan siguro kailangan mo matikman yung pure hell para tumigil ka sa kaka tolerate ng mga bagay na ayaw mo at for once, kumilos para makaalis ka na don... 

Oh, God, sana magawa ko to...

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*source: www.inc. com

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