when procrastination beats urgency
my to-do list says i should:
.write my book
.translate some docs to jap
.create a daily affirmation script
.write a humorous speech
but then my hands decided to have a mind of its own and do something else.
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former QM, Meg told me about this little tokyo group. i joined right off. im thinking if i should attend their meetup for a language exchange on 14th. nakakatamad. but what meg told me made sense. i know meeting more japanese speaking people, esp if they're really japanese, can do me so much good. kaso ang layo. bgc. meg said he's planning to build his own group and he plans the place to be in UP diliman. great. that would be a lot nearer than bgc. i hope meg will start out soon.
TM mel also asked me to join them in some trc seminar on 14th. i already attended the same seminar years back. its just nice na from now on, hindi nalang OTL and Toastmasters ang common interest namin. pati stocks na din. i remember last meeting, neri, eric and i were talking about stocks too.. finally! im meeting people with the same interests again..
i wonder if i should just attend the language exchange...maybe i can meet more like-minded people there..
it just suck that i need to stay home as much as posible since i am again on tight budget. : (
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he mentioned my name on his blog and quoted what i said in our table topics last meeting. my normal self would have felt kilig. I would have felt kilig.. if only pictures of him with this guy(yes, guy) weren't filling up my timeline. at times i want to be believe na baka hindi naman sila. pero parang hindi kasi likely. but either way, will that make any difference?
whatevs.
siguro nalulungkot lang ako. minsan parang hindi ganun. pero ok lang naman talaga..
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i remembered R when he said, "okay na ko sa ganito..."
i guess you really get what you settled for indeed.
ok nga ba talaga ko? ang saken lang... ano bang magagawa ko?
tsk. ok. enough.
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my cousin, dada, sent me a message this morning. he just typed my name and when i asked him why, he was like, "hulaan mo..." leche... arteng batang to.. haha..
but i guessed right. sinagot na sya ng babaeng nililigawan nia. i was happy for dada. he's the little brother i never had anyway. besides, the last relationship he had was not a good one. ang nakakainis lang naman e yung after niang ibalita saken e sabay syang babanat ng, "ate, sa susunod, ikaw naman..".. leche! haha!
sa totoo lang, i feel so much better now about all these.
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