today's gonna be a long day.

will be meeting nini after work to perform some future bridemaid's duties (aka, gown fitting).

she sent me the picture of the gown. i was touched kasi tinake nia talaga into consideration ang braso ko..haha..

it was an off shoulder gown that supposed to be reaching the heels. tight on the waist tas from there bagsak na yung tela so walang risk na makita ang caterpillar curves ko so i love the design. i love the color too.. sana lang bagay saken.

time flies so fast..

and jeez... im #foreverbridesmaid still. lol.

i joked to nini about just handing me the bouquet instead of tossing it and also for her to invite a lot of single men as a charity act for the sake of my lovelife. i swear i was just joking but for some reason, i think nini was buying it. takte tooo.. huhu.. i hope she wont embarrass me at the wedding. huhu talaga. i just learned that shara will not be joining the entourage anymore because she cant practically get separated with her just-over-a-year-old daughter, sophie..

ang bilis ng panahon.. dati exams, crushes, chismis, career... tas ngayon wedding, marriage at baby na ang nagpapaikot sa mundo ng mga kaibigan ko. honestly, i dont feel any hint of envy inside me because if id be true to myself, i know that im not ready for these yet. in fact, im not so sure if ill ever be ready. still, i hope hindi ako forever na hindi ready. well, sana naman hindi.

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another long day tomorrow as i agreed to meet g and attend another club so that i can practice doing evaluations. unti unti nang nag sisink in saken ang lahat ng haharapin ko sa sabado. ayan na naman  yung doubt. i wonder what made me think na pwede akong manalo.... wahh!! takte, kinakabahan ako..whew! --- well, at least sensyales lang to na normal pa ko. wahhh! leche! bat ko ba ginagawa to sa sarili ko??!! huhu.

kaitlyn's back home. it's virtually impossible to practice at home when kaitlyn is around especially when she can now say the word "tita" perfectly. she often calls my name when she wants a playmate or when she wants someone to read books for her. sometimes she doesnt really have to call me.. she only has to squeal or laugh or whatever and that will surely make her tita come rushing to shower her with hugs and kisses. bat ba kasi ang ku cute ng mga bata??

sana naman hindi ko hiyain ang sarili ko sa contest...

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then a shift:

naalala ko lang bago yung area contest. it was thangs who comforted me when i was feeling down and doubting myself. i pains me so much na ngayon wala nang thangs.. na hindi na magkakaron ng thangs.. why, God? why?

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