five days since my baby thangs died and i found myself crying again. i miss her so much i want her back..

if i pray hard enough, will she come back? i dont know.

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contest fast approaching. eto na naman yung di makakain di makatulog episode. even just the thought of food makes me want to puke. g mentioned about making our oct meeting 1st and 2nd fri instead of 1st and 3rd because most of our members will be going to midcon.. and probably, kami rin daw ni jay... kung mananalo kame.. take note: KUNG MANANALO KAMI..

parang nakakalungkot. parang ang saya kasing pumunta sa davao with them.

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tamad na tamad akong mag prepare for the contest lately. kanina, i tried listening to some evaluation speech contest tips chuchu in youtube and i ended up sleeping.

in life, i learned that the secret in winning lies in one's desire to win. na susurpass non ang ability nia or ng opponents nia. im a living testament to this. iniisip ko kung nasaken pa ba yung desire.. or kung sino ba yung nagbibigay ng desire. or kung tayo lang ba ang gumagawa ng desire. or kung paano ba magkakaron ng desire. grabe ang daming tanong.

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nakakaantok. nakakatamad. i had just about 2 hours sleep after meeting nini last night. might be going home late ulet since magkikita kami ni g sa ma**life mamaya para makapag evaluate ako ng mga TMs dun for pratice. antok na antok ako sana hindi ako ma spaced out. mas masaya sana kung nandun nalang ulet si jay. masaya rin namang kasama si g.. pero sa ngayon gusto ko ng makakaintindi ng di makakain di makatulog moment ko. jay would, because we're on the same boat.

ano't ano man.. sana manalo kami ni jay.. ng gold. kasi pag hindi gold, edi wala rin. silver and bronze will not bring us to midcon anyway...

so sana gold.

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