today is my second day to go to work for the month of september. i was 41 minutes late. grabe consistent ako. ugh!

mom and dad left for the airport last night. mom called me at around 5am to say that they reached Butuan. i didnt know that things could be this hard in the house without them around.

for one, dad's dog, mongee (she's the only offspring of my late dog, thangs) cannot sleep and will not shut up about it unless she's in my parents room. before parents left, they left the dog in my room and from then she kept whining wanting to get out. for world peace, we (the dog and i) tranferred to parents' room. good thing the dog was able to shut up and sleep, but the bad thing was that i wasnt. parents bed was too big and too springy.. i dont know how long can i last sleeping there just to make the dog shut up. gawd! said it will take mom and dad about a couple of weeks before getting back to our house.. oh, wish me luck.

my head pulsates. the doc yesterday said it was migraine. he prescribed pain reliever. i was never a fan of pain relievers but im glad a bought a couple. it was pricey so i make sure i only drink it only once i reached my pain threshold. just reached it about 10 mins ago. takteng migraine to, ikakamamatay ko na ba to?

i liked my doctor yesterday. unlike most of my previous doctors he didnt bombard me with dozens of meds to drink. he only gave me one. nakakatawa lang, everytime nalang na nagpapa doctor ako parang hindi nawawala sa recommendation ang pag-aasawa.. sheeesh.. grabe kayo... siguro dapat na pe pressure na ko by now no?

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ang tahimik ng mundo ko bigla (not literally).. nakaka feeling lost pala yung after ng kaguluhan, bigla nalang tatahimik. ano nga yung gagawin ko from here? hindi ko maalala. naalala kong nagsusulat ako ng libro.. at naalala ko rin na yung notebook na pinagsusulatan ko ng draft ko e mag dadalawang linggo nang nawawala. pero ok lang rin naman. i can start over again. sa tingin ko gusto ko rin naman simulan nalang ulet sa umpisa.. gusto ko nga gumawa nalang ng ibang topic. kaso kung puro nalang ako simula, ano pang matatapos ko?

ang tahi tahimik.. nakakabingi. nakakamiss pala yung magulo.

two weeks pa bago ang tm meeting. namimiss ko na yung mga taong gumulo ng buhay ko. dapat siguro sumusulat na ko ng bsp5. wala akong gana. i was done asking what i did wrong and i already know the answer. ok narin naman talaga saken lahat.. namimiss ko lang sila. ayun lang naman. ang weird ng ganitong feeling.

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isang buwan pa daw bago mag dedecide si sir ricky at ang team nia sa kung sinong mapipili. gusto ko na malaman ang result para makapag move on na.. ang tagal ng 1 month.

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ang bilis ng panahon. we're down to the last quarter of the year... ano na, z? ano na?

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