i tried a lot of times to write my 6th basic speech project and failed. vp ed is yet to post an updated speech sched so im hoping maybe she'll stick to the old sched which was sent before we had an officer's meeting. i feel so drained right now im finally giving up trying. i wonder what will happen on friday.

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thought if christina last night. i tried to sleep. i just couldnt so i had to wake up dad and made him sleep in my room so i can sleep into their room next to mom. i wonder if i have a psychiatric problem. leche.

there are things i was able to learn about death as i get older. i learned that classmates can die and babies, no matter how cute they are, are not excempted from dying too. i remember kuya leo lost a daughter who was barely 3 years old. i sometimes look at kaitlyn and shudder at the thought that it could happen to her too. i dont know how did i became this morbid.

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i was reading some fb post about someone who was giving creative writing seminars for the people in jail and the story of some inmate she was calling "bunso". i found it so moving i must've looked stupid this morning wiping tears off my cheeks while munching on my hard-boiled egg.

i wonder what happened to "bunso". he disappeared three years ago so we cannot really relate this to the current extra-judicial killings, though i dont think we can dismiss the possibility.

i understand why other people support this whole war on drug thingy. believe me, i understand. i just wish we can have a better option.

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i feel so sad for no reason. PMS, is that you? leche.

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