Nini's response when I asked her if R's invited was really vague. I can't believe she didn't invite R despite him being one of our closest friends. Despite Shara telling her to replace my supposed partner in the entourage with R because the original guy couldn't come. It would have been perfect if it was R whom I walked with, with my arm wrapped up in his elbow (in fairness to the man I actually walked with though, he was nice and really courteous). But well, that's her wedding, so she has all the right to do so. Still, I couldn't understand... Why, Nini?
Great day just passed. I got to the hotel Nini booked for us and was surprised that it was an executive suite. Grabe, yayamanin. And the view was spectacular. I swear I can live there forever.
I also got to meet and hang out with the other bridesmaids and also Nini's sister and we were instant hit. I wonder of Nini noticed how much I changed. I remember she used to lecture me for being antisocial. I also got to exchange a few talk with some of the grooms men. Weird, it seems like I just woke up and people don't seem so scary anymore. I must say I like being like this.
So there. Another major event is over. Next would be our club's yearend party. It's like a normal tm party only will dinner and raffle. I'm supposed to be one of the speakers and I'm getting really panicky right now because I'm yet to right anything. I invited Yang and esteff and said they are coming. I hope they will get to love and enjoy our club as much as I do.
Still sad that I wasn't able to see R. With most of our common friends already married, I wonder how else can i find an excuse to see him again. In a Christening, maybe. But that usually happen in a Sunday. He was never available in Sunday.
A thought just hit me though. If I will one day find out that R is marrying someone else, will I die? I can still remember how I felt when I thought he was liking shara...
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Written by cinderellaareus at 01:07 AM.