one more day left and im free. a few days left before Christmas and I'm on vacation mode already. been dead sleepy for the past few days i can barely function.

kaitlyn and sis-in-law will be leaving the house tomorrow to spend Christmas in Cavite. though i love my niece and all, i cant help but look forward to having peace at home. You cant really have so much peace when you have a 2-year old, little ball of energy in the house. they'll be back home before new year so i dont think id miss her that much. maybe just a little. right now, i prefer peace.

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had an exchange gift-the bad santa style-at the office earlier. 4 Christmases in this company and i think this was the best so far. i just learned that my officemates indeed know what a good gift looks like. the gifts were good. got a big pillow which was cute and i kind of liked the color. funny i was thinking of buying a pillow to fill a side of my bed just to make sure i wont wake up with some white lady or any monstrous creature next to me. the world really knows how to fill one's requests no? even partner got what he wanted. i think i like exchange gifts without wish lists just like this one. the way people pick up gifts for other people says a lot about them. i think, in a way, i was able to know my workmates better.

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not-so-good days lately. ive been feeling off and i think im having Christmas blues.

i used to love December and now i cant wait for this to be all over.

im looking forward for the new year though.

new year is a new promise. that thought alone gives me hope that things will get incredibly better.

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today's Cristina's birthday. she wasn't able to make it to her 31st. if there is one thing i fear the most, it is seeing someone i love in a casket. dead. i think i can take any hardship in life. anything that life will throw my way, except that. anything but that.

a man i was riding with at the jeep this morning was talking about his brother who died of leukemia and the hardships they've gone through in trying to keep him alive. i remember my classmate's daughter who's currently sick of that same illness. i dont want to be nega and all but im not so sure if she's going to make it. well, cristina who was a lot older didnt.

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