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火曜日: January 3, 2017



Third day of the year. Time check: 11:05pm. Hindi talaga ako makasulat ng speech so let me just write some of my thoughts here. 

Last showing day ng MMFF in a cinema nearest our place. Dahil cramming queen ako, ngayon lang talaga ko nanood. Tried to watch as many as time allowed, all in all I was satisfied. 

Luis alandy is my definition of a perfect gwapo. Pwede bang maorder to sa Universe? Ang pogi e.. Hahaha. Harot mo te. 

Natatawa parin ako pag naaalala ko yung nakita ko sa fb n sagot daw ni Phoebe Walker nung may nagtanong kung anong binubulong nya dun sa movie na seklusyon at sabi nya, "Resorts World Manila". Lol. wonder if totoo ngang sinabi nia yon. 

I can't remember where I got this line pero nag mark saken, "Hindi mo sya mahal. Kaya mo lang sya mahal kasi akala mo wala nang magmamahal sayo." ...grabe, bullseye eh.

And, ako lang ba nakapasin? Ang daming gwapong magpapari sa seklusyon... Hahahaha! 

Tapos... Naalala kita sa saving Sally... Napanood mo kaya? Maalala mo ba yung naalala ko kung mapapanood mo? 

For some reason, parang nawalan ako bigla ng ganang ituloy to.. 

Feeling ko, pelikula man, o real life, maganda talaga pag ang foundation ng love e friendship. 

Ugh, pak! Nakakalungkot...

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Mejo tinatamaan talaga ako ng lungkot lately. Madalas yung ganitong feeling e nangyayari lang pag December. Hindi ko rin gets. Minsan kailangan ko pang i-list down kung bakit ako galit or bakit ako malungkot at kung ano ba talagang problema ko. Writing my reasons helps. Nakakatulong din sakin yun to map possible solutions. 

3 days into 2017. The days don't really feel so much different from the past year. I fear that I'd end up wasting this year away again. I wonder how much can change in 365days.

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Saw Fr. M's page. Seems like he's back. The traffic for the last couple of years went about 2x as bad pero kahit ganon, I'm thinking of getting back to my panata Wednesday next week. It had kept me sane about 5years back when my days were a whole lot darker... I wish fr. Mario is still doing the  Wednesday mass and that he's back for good. 

Hindi ko na kasi maayos to ng sa sarili ko lang, or kahet ng neuro-linguistic programming, or kahet ng yoga breathing. Kailangan ko na yata talaga ng Divine intervention. Ang totoo nyan, miss na miss ko narin talagang magsimba. 

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11:42.still no speech at hand. I wonder if I should just tell them I'm not gonna make it. There seem to be people willing to do the backup naman. But I want to finish my cc before March just in case I leave... Kung inspiration lang, inspired naman ako e... Hindi ko talaga alam kung anong problema...

Fairy godmother of speech writing, help naman po... 



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Written by cinderellaareus at 11:56 PM.

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