just got back to work. felt like ive been out for a long time i almost forgot i have a job.
past few days were long but fast-paced and highly charged. my body's not keeping up well. signs of aging? jeez.
next few days will be more so. im feeling feverish. right now im okay with fever, but please, not trangkaso... a couple of days before the contest and im trying my best not to panic.
ive always believed that busy is good. must say im loving this. here's a quick jot.
11- COT2 at Union bank in the morning, then training shesh/execom/food trip by afternoon to everning. stayed at ivan's place till night time. gabby said my speech need reshashing. 1 week before the contest. OM!
12- baby kaitlyn's back home after a couple of weeks of staying in her mom's place in cavite. dropped all supposed sched to be with our baby girl. then as if at a gun point, i rewrite my whole speech. finished at about 12am. sleep? what sleep?
13- sent the draft to ivan and gabby. tried my best not to panic. tried to practice table topics too. tried not to remember how i sucked at the training last sat. milagro, Lord. pengi pong milagro.
14-vday. went out. 2nd time to see ocean park but this time was 10x better.
15-at ivan's place for a training shesh but ended up spending hours to revise my speech with gabby and ivan's help. the actor, EG and a former ETM member came. mejo star-studded training sesh. went home at night time again. i wonder if i should remove 'sleep' from my vocabulary already.
today, 16, i have a day to memorize.
tomorrow, 17, is a TM night and gabby wants me to stay after the meeting to practice my delivery. the contest the next day, saturday, 18, will be 8am. we are expected to be there by 7am. i will be coming from home in bulacan. again, sleep? what sleep? mejo suicide levels...hehe, huhu.
what will happen after this? i do not know. pero sana magawa ko ng maayos.
kinakabahan ako... T_T
PS: i've been having a very problematic digestive system lately. trust me, it doesnt go well with an activity-filled sched especially since we dont have that many nice and clean public comfort rooms here in RP. i think this is healthy naman, but really, spell H-A-S-S-L-E, right? and yeah, a bit embarrassing too. leche. signs of aging din ba to?
anyone having problems like these?
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Written by cinderellaareus at 10:38 AM.