Just in case I won't be having some privacy later, I'm blogging at 8:05 in the morning. Just had a hash brown (w/c I don't like) and a sausage mcmuffin w/egg (w/c I only like a little). I think I prefer jollibee's longganisa breakfast joy, but I guess sometimes one would choose ambiance over taste, right?
Filed a half day leave today. Tamad na tamad tuloy akong pumasok. Will be meeting mom at around lunch to do something very very important (aka shopping). It's a midweek and I'm itching to cap off the week already.
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I put up a site and an fb page for some event I will hold by May. 300+ pesos and 200+ Facebook likes later, I got 2 inquiries, one of which said she'll sign up. I seriously thought the seats will sell like hotcakes once I put up the ad. Hindi pala ganun no? In a way, feeling ko I will feel relieved in case hindi na matuloy to. So okay lang. Matuloy or hindi, Keri.
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Division contest on sat. I will watch to support mel. A few days back, I was cleaning my room and saw papers, writings and stuff I used to prepare for the area contest. Nakakalungkot parin no? Nakakamiss kasi yung kaba of the unknown. Yung hope na nafi feel mo at the possibility of tasting victory. Ganun. Minsan feeling ko, hindi naman talaga ko mataas mangarap. Siguro sadyang delusional lang. Siguro kasi every time na sasali ako ng contest, hindi sumasagi sa isip ko na matatalo ako. Hindi ko alam if good thing ba yun. Technically, I don't really "aim" to win. It's more like, I "expect" to win. Delusional nga no. I'm pretty much the same in everything else, job interviews, business ventures, etc. Good thing nga kaya yun?
Whenever I train my brother prior to a job interview, I would hear him worry about not getting in. Whenever I go to a job interview, I would usually worry how I will say "no" to them in case it will turn out that I don't really like the company, feeling like it's already given that they will like me. Mejo feelingera no? I don't know. I wonder which is the normal way to feel. But then maybe, "normal" is relative.
What will you do if you know you will not fail? Sabi ni yeng remulla, ang mas magandang tanong daw e ano yung gagawin mo kahit alam mong magfe fail ka. I like that question better.
What will you do even if you know you're going to fail, z? Sasagutin ko ang tanong na yan. Pero sa ngayon, kailangan ko nang bumalik sa office.
Ciao!
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