Hello morning. I'm having breakfast with versace on the floor playing in the background. Days had been low and I really miss the time back when good breakfast can still lighten a heavy heart. 

One of our dogs, Junior, has been sick for months. Doc Jack saw him for a couple of times already yet it seems like he's not getting any better. I think he's leaving us soon. Last night, mom asked me to make junior eat something. He can't eat on his own anymore so we have to gently push the food into his mouth to make him eat. He was so weak when I saw him. I held a side of his face to hold his mouth upright, but he instead rested his cheek on my hand. We stayed in that position for a while. He's tired. I allowed him to rest in my hands ignoring the mosquitoes biting me. It would probably hurt him if I make him eat. I couldn't do it. 

It's been months since my dog tanga died. August 26 to be exact. It still hurts and I still sometimes wish that I can have her back. Now junior is probably going next. I don't know...

Other sides of my life are just as bad. I can't wait for these dark clouds to pass. 

08:29 AMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。

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