Spent half of the day yesterday accompanying sis-in-law to the hospital and the other half helping take care of my niece since her mom's sick. Would've said yes to gabby's invitation to watch a movie if things weren't a little crazy at home. 

Helped mom change kaitlyn's diaper and sort of got it wrong. We just let her wear it the wrong way kasi sayang yung diaper. It was like having a real life bahay bahayan. I wasn't so good at playing mom but at least we had a good laugh. 

Know what, I can't cook, don't know how to wash my own clothes and practically hate any kind of household chores, still, I think, in a way, maybe, I can make a good mom someday. 

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"Love is not vulnerable unless we seek a certain response."

Read this in Facebook. Nakakatuwa pag sinasagot ng Langit ang tanong mo sa mga panahong hindi mo inaasahan, pero perfect. 

Isa sa mga hindi ko maintindihan before e kung panong "fear is the opposite of love," when I think, they normally go together. Pero ngayon, feeling ko, mejo naiintindihan ko na. 

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Junior left us today. The rainbow bridge gained another handsome resident. I wonder if he would be seeing my Thangs. I hope they will not bite each other and make a scene. I'm not so sure if Thangs is there though. I did something silly before she died. 

I remember bo Sanchez once mentioned about his wife having a miscarriage and how he baptized his own child. Pwede daw kasi magbaptize ang kahit na sino at the moment of death and bo also mentioned how it is done. 

Dreading that I won't see my Thangs again, I tried to baptize her. Please don't laugh. I really love that dog e. She's my Thangs. It was really hard for me then. Syempre if mapupunta sya sa langit, at least kahit paano, may maliit na chance na magkita kami. She can't go to Heaven unless she's baptized, right? 

Nakakatawa lang, when I was done, fear came rushing in. Naisip ko kasi na baka magalit si God at magulat Sya pag nakita nya bilga na may aso sa Langit. My imagination can go really crazy sometimes. Kaso, ayun, nakalimutan ko na kailangan ng tubig during baptism. I wonder if tears can pass as water. Baka wala palang bisa ang pagbaptize ko sa a so ko kasi walang tubig. With that, I'm not sure if Thangs made it in Heaven or not. 

Still, mabait naman ang Langit. I'm sure, magiging OK lahat. 

I will miss you, Banyoynyoy...  From 9, our dogs are down to 3. Heavens,  pahinga po muna, please... 

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