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Jinx
日曜日: November 15, 2020



What a week!

Ilang araw na nagfi freeze ang pc ko, so I took a leave last Wednesday para pumunta sa office to have it fixed onsite.

Same day, kinagabihan, bumagyo, nag brown out, nilipad Yung bubong, pinasok ng tubig ang kwarto at nakalas ang metro ng Meralco.

Kinabukasan, wala paring ilaw, sumunod na yung tubig.

4 days na nawalan ng kuryente. Habang brown out, bumagsak yung cellphone ko sa hagdan at nabasag.

Pinapalitan ko ng Lcd kanina. Bumalik na ang kuryente at akala ko magiging maayos na ang lahat.

Tapos ayon, walang internet. May issue daw ang Converge. Just when I though I can manage since I used to work using my phone's data on my PC via USB tethering, tokwa biglang ayaw na gumana ng touch screen ng phone ko. Ni hindi ko MA unlock. Huhu.

Anyare? Feeling ko ayaw akong pagtrabahuin ng langit. 



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Written by cinderellaareus at 09:50 PM.

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Modotta
日曜日: November 1, 2020



I had been off work for 4 days, until I got back yesterday. Iba na pala ang process ng MIM. Basta may mga nagbago sa trabaho.

Sabi sa librong nabasa ko, hindi daw healthy para sa tao ang hindi nagta trabaho. Sa tingin ko, totoo yun.

Antamad ko no?

Ewan ko. Siguro iba yung tamad sa tinatamad.

Hindi ako tamad. Tinatamad lang. At kahit tinatamad ako, lagi ko pating ginagawa yung best ko.

Tapos? Ewan ko ulet.

Alam mo ba, I spend most of my waking hours inside my head. I do one thing, but my head is elsewhere. With this, I feel like I'm not fully living. Kaya lately, I've been trying to get out of my head and actually live the moment. Ang hirap. Takte, ang hirap. Laging lumilipad yung isip ko instead of paying attention to what's actually happening. May ADD ba ko?

Nung college, meron kaming kaibigan na laging hyper. Para syang may ADHD. One time, another friend instructed her to hold a leaf, and her only task is to focus on that leaf for about a few minutes. Grabe, wala pang 5 seconds sumuko na sya.

Sa tingin ko kaya ko naman mag focus sa dahon ng mga isa o dalawang minuto.

I just want to calm my mind down. I do have ulterior motive.

See, yung mind daw kasi, parang tubig. Pag calm ang water, even if you just lightly touch it, the effect will create ripples. 

Pero sa turbulent water, kahit maghagis ka ng refrigerator sa tubig, it wouldn't make so much difference.

Feeling ko pag kalmado ang isip ko, I can manifest all the things that I want out of life effortlessly. 

And it wouldn't be dangerous because I am a good person and I can be trusted.

And even if I turn out to be a bad person, I don't think I'd create so much damage, because as you know, I'm very lazy.

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Our bathroom is done. This ends our house's renovation. Hindi ko na kailangang ubusin ang leave ko dahil lang sa nahihiya akong sumagot ng calls habang nag babarena or nag we welding ang mga workers sa bahay namin. 

I liked how the bathroom turned out. Ako ang namili ng color ng tiles. It could've looked even better kung available yung style na gusto ko initially.

Magpapagawa ako ng sarili kong bahay soon. Hahanap ng muna ako ng lupa. Ok lang kahit maliit at hindi kagandahan ang ipapagawa kong bahay, basta maganda at malaki ang banyo. Pangarap ko kasi talaga yung bahay na maganda ang banyo.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 04:49 PM.

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Kdrama review keneme
日曜日: October 25, 2020



I feel like they heavily relied on the handsome casts. Ang shallow ng plot. The chemistry between the main leads is barely existent, it's painful to watch. Ep11 na hindi parin ako kinikilig. Sobrang sayang, ganda pa man din ng concept. Tuloy ko pa ba? Huhu.

11:20pm. Usually nanonood ako around this hour, pero napipikon ako sa Hwarang. Kaya ko lang pinapanood to dahil andaming gwapo. Lol.

Pero nanghihinayang talaga ko. I wish someone will create a remake and do a better job.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 11:26 PM.

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日曜日: October 11, 2020



The workers were installing stair railings right in front of my room yesterday. The machines they used were so loud that I'm worried if my ears are still functioning fine.

My head has been exceptionally hurting these days. Naulanan din kasi ako nung Friday. I'm yet to bring my stuff back to my room, so I don't know where the thermometer is. I do feel a little feverish. 

Just 1 more day and I'm wrapping up my workweek. I'm taking VLs on Tue and Weds. Tas rest days for the 2 days that follow. 

4 days worth of vacay. Wala naman akong gagawin. Naiingayan lang kasi ako sa ginagawang renovation sa bahay, nakakahiya sa users na tumatawag, naririnig nila yung grinder at martilyo. Kailangan ko rin kasi maglipat ng gamit.

Nakakamiss mag travel. Namimiss ko na naman ang Japan. I want to go there, bring my parents with me. I wonder how much have changed since I went there 11 years ago. I want to go back. Gusto kong tuparin to.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 12:16 PM.

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日曜日: September 28, 2020



A friend said that she feels like she's falling out of love na with her husband. I asked if there's someone else. She said none, and that she's not interested with anyone at all. She said she's just tired. 

It's one of my fears, you know. To wake up one day and realize you no longer want the person you chose.

I think she's tired because the husband doesn't know how to love her the way she needs to.

Know what, when I was young, I thought love was a feeling. As I grew older, I heard people saying that love is a decision. But as the conversation with my married friend progressed, I started thinking that maybe love is actually a skill.

Tingin mo?

I told the friend to tell the husband. I think he got to know. I mean, how else will you get better at loving when he's not aware that he's doing it wrongly in the first place? Pero alam ko, magiging mahirap ang ganung klaseng confrontation. Good luck sa friend ko.

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October is fast approaching. I hope I'd get to keep my current shift.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 12:02 AM.

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6-Sep-20
日曜日: September 6, 2020



Tita P died this morning.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 10:03 PM.

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Sunday
日曜日: August 9, 2020



24 tickets today. There are over 40 tickets under my name na di ko pa nagagalaw. Iniisip ko kung kelan ba mauubos ang mga tickets na to. Basta, I will do my best, pero hanggang best lang.

About a week back, I had a mini argument with Robert, who is the sole Japanese speaker na kasama ko sa AM shift. Wala lang naman. Medyo nagulat lang ako kung saan nya napulot yung tibay ng sikmura to ask me kung ilan ang mga Japanese tickets ko. Wala naman akong planong makipag argument. Daming trabaho, sayang oras. Sinagot ko lang talaga yung tanong nya sabay send ng screenshot to show the glaring difference ng productivity naming dalawa. Lol.

Nag message si TL na wag ko na patulan. May long line pa ko ng users na naghihintay to be attended kaya hindi na rin ako nag reply.

Sa totoo lang, nakakainis. Style nya kasi yung pag may pinapa update na ticket sa kanya, di nya pinepending sa name nya. Update lang talaga. Kahit Japanese pa yung ticket. Di rin ako magtataka kung bakit kahit off ko may mga ticket endorsement parin sakin, kasi alam ko naman na hindi talaga sya maasahan.

He works sa office now. Stable ang internet connection at may working actual Avaya phone pero andami nya paring reklamo na parang sya pa yung dehado kaya halos hindi nya ginagalaw yung mga ticket na nasa pangaan nya.

Before Converge came, I've been using may cp's data para i-connect ang office pc ko sa internet. Pahirapan kumuha ng signal bago maka connect sa Avaya at madalas pa ma disconnect. Pero kahit ganun, hindi naman bumaba ng ganyan ang productivity ko.

Pero ok lang. I refuse to surrender my peace. Ayokong idagdag si Robert sa mga problema ko sa buhay.

I'd do my job. Same strategy. Hanggang kaya lang.

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An extension to our house is being constructed for a week now. May naging problema sa bubong and we had a mini argument over it kaya ang bahay namin na dating puno ng kulitan at tawanan e tahimik at wala nang kibuan. But I know we will get past this.

We could've prevented all this from happening kung nag drawing lang sana ako ng plano para sa ginagawang kusina. Pero pagod kasi ako sa trabaho at 2 days nga lang ang pahinga ko para magawa yung mga bagay na gusto ko, tapos nag do drawing pa ko?

Nakakainis lang we know very few competent workers who can replace. Lahat nasa malalayong lugar pa. 

But again. I refuse to surrender my peace. We'll just do what can be done, then let the problem fix itself.

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Red alert today so there is this hammering pain in my lower abdomen. Kung ako masusunod, ayoko talagang pumasok. Kawawa lang rin kasi yung kasama ko sa trabaho today. 3 persons lang kasi ang agents pag weekend ng umaga. Pag Saturday nga, 2 lang kami. Kung sakin kasi mangyayari na ako lang mag-isa ang maiiwan mag susupport, iiyak siguro ako. Lol.

Pero kung si Robert siguro ang kasama ko, aabsent ako kahit weekend. Char.

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Andaming mahirap na ticket these days. Iniisip ko nga kung naging IT ba ang course ko at hindi Civil Engineering nung college, magiging mas madali ba para sakin to?

Pero di ba, nakakagawa nga ko ng Tabulas template without any knowledge in html, so siguro my future naman ako kahit paano sa trabahong to? Lel. 

Andaming ginagawa. Ilang ticket kaya ang ibibigay sakin ni Divya bukas? Di ko pa nga nagagalaw yung iba.

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Pahihigpitin pa ang MECQ sa SJDM starting tomorrow. May announcement pa nga ang baranggay kanina. May liquor ban, mandatory na pag gamit ng face shield, curfew, bawal lumabas ang senior at bata, etc, etc.

Ok lang. At least mapipilitang hindi lumabas ng bahay ang mga magulang ko. 

As long as I still have the people I care about, kahit ano pa yan, kaya ko yan.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 10:12 PM.

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Quick update
日曜日: July 26, 2020



Dumating n yung Converge. Makakapagtrabaho na ako ng maayos.

Bago matulog, sis-in-law went into my parents room and saw the 3 of us looking down with a cellphone in our hands, not talking. Lol. 

Still, I'm happy I'd be able to work better now. Sakto lunes bukas.

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Busy as ever. Dalawa parin ang j-agents sa morning. Sa dami ng makakasama ko sa umaga, si Robert pa. Takte.

Pero ok lang. Kaya yan.

Just got an email galing sa TL namin na crush ko. I, and someone from the Chinese team, were added daw sa queue ng Bio****. Backup lang naman daw in case may tumawag outside support hours. Ewan ko. Bat di nlng gawing backup ang lahat para mas magaan ang work load. Though sbi unlikely rin nmn daw n may tumawag. Pero ok lang. Fight!

Same strategy ulet this week. Will do my best, pero hanggang kaya lang.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 11:29 PM.

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HAW
日曜日: July 12, 2020



Just turned 1 year today.

Happy anniversary, Work.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 09:36 AM.

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