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I just came home from a summer adventure. Went out to swim on a river, so my skin is an awkward shade of reddish brown. 3 weeks ago, I permed my hair (on my own). With my curly hair and dark skin, I now look like an aeta. Thank you very much.
The river was nice. It was surrounded with mountain, trees and rock formation. Naenjoy ko rin naman. Nakakahiya naman sa sunburn ko kung sasabihin kong hindi ako nag enjoy, pero...
Mas masaya siguro kung kasama rin kita.
06:56 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
So I was booked to be a wedding host on September and I have 2 reactions on this:
1. Oh, wow! I'm going to host a wedding!
2. Gawd, I also want to get married. T_T
10:02 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
There's a newly intalled Breadtalk in Shang. Nakakapikon na umaalingasaw ang amoy ng kanilang tinapay, hinahatak yung paa ko papunta sa counter.
Antaba ko na nga wala pa ko pera. I hate you, Breadtalk.
I can't understand why my FB timeline is full of animal videos. I once saw a cow licking a man's face like a dog. I find it hard to eat hamburger since then. Gusto ko naman talagang maging vegetarian, ayaw lang makipag cooperate ng tiyan ko. Last week, I brought a week supply of fruits from home to my place in Manda. Siguro ganito yung feeling ng mga aswang na nag settle nalang sa pagkain ng buhay na manok at daga dahil ayaw na nilang kumain ng tao. Hindi masaya. Napakain parin naman ako ng karne. Ita try ko nalang ulet next week.
When we were younger, I remember BFF stopped eating pork because she found them cute (she's a fan of Superboink). Maybe if I'll start finding pigs cute too, maybe I'll stop eating them also.
Nalulungkot talaga ako pag kumakain ako ng hayop. Pero anong kakainin ko?
Extreme tipid mode. Hay, Lord, pengi pera!
10:51 AMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
So we were at Shakeys. So much for Atkins diet. Sighs.
Mom also won 4-digits worth of meal from some resto. I was the one who sent the entry. We're claiming it a week before the wedding. Sana nadadaan sa pakiusapan or prayover ang body fats.
Things look bad. I wonder how can I help fix things when all I can do is watch from the sidelines and wait for an update.
And the person involved didn't even bother to answer my messages. Mejo nakakaasar in a way. But then, what's there to do?
Kaitlyn was having tantrums because her parents refused to buy her a unicorn dolphin stuffed toy. When Mom found out, she bought it immediately. Dad is also planning to spend 7k to have Kaitlyn learn piano. It's all good. I love my niece too and I'm not very far from a doting Tita. It's just that...
Since my niece is receiving so much love from all of us, I just wonder that if I'll ever have a child in the future, will there be enough love left for him?
Boy, I really wish to have my own kids already. While my parents are still here and I want them to spoil my children too. Kahit isa nga lang, ok na. Still, I have no plans on getting myself pregnant just for it. I want my children to have a complete family, and a good one at that. It's all or nothing.
As to how I'm going to fulfill this wish, sa totoo lang, I have no idea.
08:38 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
One of the ways I show my affection is by hitting (usually punching) the person on the stomach. How weird is that? This applies only to men though.
I remember about 2 to 3 years ago, I used to wonder why for someone who looked so cuddly, his hugs were rather stiff.
But tonight, he was soft.
I love that person, you know. As to what kind of love, I've decided it doesn't matter anymore.
12:26 AMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
If there's one black man that I consider to be gwapo, it's Michael B. Jordan. Can't think of any one else, pero promise, ang laki ng ikinagwapo ni Trevante Rhodes sa character nya sa Bird Box.
And the arms and abs... oh boy...
Watched Bird Box twice today, because the first time, I was modeling play dough and wasn't able to focus. I also had to take off my eyes from the tv and cover my ears a number of times whenever the film got a little too intense to handle.
I just love Tom there and I found the part when Tom asked Malorie what's the night dress for quite cute. He's just perfect.
Ang lakas talaga maka gwapo ng character.
Well maybe the arms and abs count too. Lel
03:25 AMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
Nails painted red. Bouncy dark brown hair. Red lipstick. Signature necklace. Uncaring stance. Beautiful voice that serenades the Earth.
Ganda ni Vanya, I feel like wanting to paint my nails red too. Sadly, I can't pull off red lipstick. Kung naging maganda rin siguro ang boses ko, I would be up on the stage singing at the Feast.
Was reading a Bo Sanchez book a little while now. What stresses me so much is whenever Bo says something about passion and knowing one's self. I realized that the times that I felt most alive, I was answering math problems. How can I even earn from that? R does though. But I wasn't collecting 1's during college. The highest I got was 1.75. Probablity and Statistics. I sure am feeling the need to defend myself on how I think I'm capable of getting 1's, but really, what's the point?
I've long been wanting to cut my hair. I'm just waiting for bff's wedding to come to pass. I might end up missing this long hair though. I want to have it bleached. Color it crazy with my fingers crossed hoping this wouldn't add to the biggest regrets of my life.
Bagay kaya sakin ang platinum balayage?
At Tito's wake earlier. I saw my cousins and their hugs were tight. I was glad to see them, it's just sad that it has to be at a time like this. This might be a sad occasion yet we managed to have some good laughs.
Know what, I really love the concept of family.
07:57 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
Woke up at past 10am today. 1st time to have an 8-hour sleep for a very long time though technically, its just 6+2 hours. I learned that once my back hit it's 6-hour limit from lying in bed, I can just sit on my swivel chair for a few minutes then go back to sleep for a few hours more and voila! Total of 8 hours sleep. Not as good as a continuous sleep, but I think, this will do.
I noticed a sign at the toilet door that says "schedules" along with names and respective time, so I asked Tita what it is:
Tita N: Schedule ng linis nila ng cr. Sila naman gumagamit kaya sila na rin pinapalinis ko, pero babaguhin natin yan.
Mama: Punta nalang ako dito pag schedule na ni <insert my name here>. Hindi marunong maglinis yan e.
Tita N: Wag na, Ate. Ako na maglilinis pag schedule ni <insert my name here"
I often hear my parents lambast somebody else's children for being lazy and not helping out in the house. Funny how they totally overlook that their very own daugther is just the same. Maybe worse.
I can't cook nor dishes. I'm not really looking forward to this.
When I was little, Mom used to tell me it's important that I learn how to wash clothes. Then we found out that from detergent to rubber gloves, I have allergies, she just ended up saying, "wag ka na nga lang maglaba".
Mom is meticulous with clothes. We have washing machine, but she handwashes most of the clothes still. When get rich, I will buy Mom a washing machine na isasalang nalang tas paglabas plantsado na. If she complains, "masisira ang damit," I will just tell her, "It's ok. I'll buy new ones". Sarap!
I'll still be looking for a place to stay. Though Tita N is really nice, nakakahiya parin kasi. Bukod dun, sabi nya, yayayain nya daw ako maging INC. Bukod sa habit nilang maging cause ng matinding traffic, wala naman akong issue sa INC. Still, I don't want to be one of them. Marami nga sigurong issues sa Catholic church, and maybe we have leaders who are far from holy, but I still want to stay here. I actually intend to stay for the rest of my life. Ayoko lang sana na kulitin pa ko ni Tita.
Some of the very few things that I actually look forward to about our transfer in shaw is that, I'll be nearer my favorite church. It's gonna be Christmas soon and maybe Father Mario will be back in the Philippines for a Christmas vacation. Miss na miss ko na marinig ang homily nya.
Whenever I see priests whose skills in giving homily could use a lot of improvement, naiisip ko talaga na sana may sumaling mga pari sa Toastmasters. Maybe we can build a club inside the seminary also. See, theirs is a very important task of proclaming the gospel. It's crucial that they develop an exceptional skills in public speaking since they carry the most important message. Pag may nakilala akong pari, itutulak ko talaga syang sumali samin. Father Mario is already good, he doesn't really need to be a TM. Still, I'm curious how his speeches would be like kung maging TM din sya.
I miss my club already. Dad's operation will be on 17th. By 16th, dapat daw nasa hospital na sya. Mukhang hindi na naman ako makakaattend.
Skipped the movie day out today because the sched of the cinema is not very good. Ok na rin because it's Tito Romy's birthday pala so I got to hang out with my relatives. The "ikaw kelan" question flooded once again, and I am now more than ready to give a witty reply. I know these people mean well. I don't hate them. I'm quite okay with all these. Maybe one day, mag-eevolve din ang mga demands nila into, "kailan ang kasal" or "mag-anak na kayo" or "sundan nyo na yan" and so on.
Siguro iba-iba lang talaga pace ng paglakad natin sa buhay. Hindi naman siguro kailangan makipag sabayan o makipaghabulan. I don't if I will get to build my own family sa lifetime na 'to. Pero sana, sakali mang magawa ko nga yun, I hope by then, confident na ko sa sarili ko. Yung maipapangako ko sa kanila (husband and kids) na mahal ko sila at hinding hindi ko sila ipagpapalit, and actually live up to that promise.
02:53 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。
Infey, natouch ako rito.
It's been a while since I last attended a TM meeting. There's a lot of new faces and kung tutuusin, even before my frequent absences, outnumbered naman na talaga kami ng mga newbies.
Bilang hardcore introvert, I found talking to strangers quite draining. But then, come to think of it, my friends now were also strangers to me before. Sabi nga dun sa nabasa ko, wala naman daw talagang strangers, only potential friends. Whenever I see new members silent in their seats with no one to talk to, it kind of makes me feel sorry. Maybe I can do better as their sempai no?
Mukhang dadalas na naman ang absence ko though. Dad will be needing to undergo an operation next week. Nothing serious, but he will need at least 1 week rest after that. Meaning hindi nya ko masusundo after work. Which means, Mom will. Which again means, bawal na magpagabi ng husto. Parang high school lang. Lol. But I'm not complaining.
There are things I'm trying not to think about. I know my own tendency to overthink. It's easy to search for evidences to prove your suspicions. Malay mo nga naman... baka kasi mahal ka pa. Pero sa tingin ko, ang pinaka matibay na ebidensya sa lahat e yung presence nya. If he's not there, then most probably, he doesn't. And come on, why should it matter?
Ok na. I still can't look, pero okay na.
Naisip ko lang, why focus on people who are so far away and overlook those who are just there? Between a man and a woman, hindi naman siguro kailangan na laging romantic ang pagmamahal.
06:27 PMにcinderellaareus によって書かれました。