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DJL
日曜日: March 29, 2020



Z: sino ba yang DJ Loonyo na yan?

Z: *searches on Facebook*

Z: ooooooooh, nice!

*about 10 vids later*

Z: hmp, mas gwapo parin si D

*watches some more*

Lol.

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Sumasayaw kaya si D?



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Written by cinderellaareus at 09:13 PM.

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You're Back
日曜日: March 15, 2020



Ilang araw din kitang di na access, tabulas. Akala ko wala ka na for good. Thank you, Roy Kim, from bringing the site back. Bless you! <3

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Ambigat ng kaganapan sa 2020. And we're still on the first quarter.

Lockdown na ang Metro Manila dahil sa virus. I live in Bulacan. Katatanggap ko lang ng balita na pwede mag work from home sa company namin basta 1) may dsl na internet connection ka, 2) meron kang desktop PC. I don't have both. Sabi ni Yang, it could take 1 month daw para makapagpakabit ng dsl. Mukhang need ko talagang pumasok.

I had a dsat at work. This will drag my score down, when I'm not even doing that good in the first place. This is my first dsat. Ni hindi ko matandaan kung sino yung user sa dami ng tawag na nakukuha ko sa night shift. Ayoko na rin personalin pa. Siguro pagod lang rin sila, gaya ko. Iniisip ko lang, baka ma stuck na ko neto sa night shift.

Pero alam mo, sa kabila ng kaguluhan na to, nananatili parin akong positive sa trabaho ko dahil kay D---yung bago kong crush. O di ba, sumasaya talaga ang buhay pag may lalaking involved. Lol.

Gwapo si D. Isa sya sa mga TLs namin. Magaling sya, matalino. Hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi ko nagustuhan to dati kahit na papasa sya bilang type ko. Siguro dahil mejo strict sya. Pero lately, parang ang lenient nya na sakin. Naaawa narin siguro dahil late na rin kaming nakakapag lunch sa dami ng calls daily. Iniisip ko lang, ngayong may work from home option na at dahil techy si D, for sure may dsl yun kaya malamang nagwo work from home sya. Wala nang pangpa brighten ng araw ko sa office. Oh well... 

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Ung isa kong crush, last day na sa company on Monday. Hindi kami magkikita for sure dahil nga panggabi ako. Sobrang thankful ako sa taong yun dahil sya ang nag hire sakin. Sana maging ok ang lahat sa lilipatan nyang work. 

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Pabilis ng pabilis ang pagtaas ng cases ng COVID-19 sa Pilipinas. Kung nasan man ang future husband ko, sana ok lang sya at hindi sya tamaan ng virus, kasi, Lord, hindi pa kami nagkikita.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 06:22 PM.

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Do
日曜日: March 8, 2020



 If it costs you peace of mind, it's too expensive.

There is this person that I want to keep out of my life.

Sa kahit anong klaseng relationship, lagi naman na yung nagka cut ng ties ang nagmu mukhang masama. Siguro ako nga yung masama, but be it. 

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May pasok ako tonight because of slide shift. Hindi maganda yung hot air balloon event na napuntahan namin. Sumuko kami sa sobrang init at tumabay at nagpa aircon nalang sa kotse. 

A and J were left on their own though. Mukhang na enjoy naman nila. The girl claims that she's yet to move on from her ex but her actions towards the guy display otherwise. As for the guy... hmmm... iba talaga pag may gusto ang lalaki sa babae no? Because if so, you'll know. He'll let you know. I think J found a good one. Wala naman bitterness sa part ko. Maybe konting inggit lang. Bihira na kasi yung lalaking mag eeffort ng ganyan.

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Woke up today with *'s message. I remember him saying the other day, "hindi mo naman ako pinapansin e". I don't know what to do with this person. It's been a while. I feel like I already forgot how to flirt. He doesn't have a car. He doesn't match A's salary. I'm not sure if he has the intellect to boot, but he do have a good taste in music. I can't say I'm interested, but I'm feeling kinda lonely right now.

Paano nga ulet mag flirt? Babae pa ba ko?



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Yokka
日曜日: February 16, 2020



House Arrest Day 4.

It's a Sunday kaya kompleto ang pamilya. May plano na naman silang kumain. Kailangang makahanap ako ng mas matinding motivation.

I had this crush since 2016. We went out around 2018-ish kaso, ayun. Mejo awkward. Pero kahit ganon, naiinspire ako sa taong yun. Ang dami naming common values. In awe din ako on how much he loves God. Yun nga lang, hindi kami parehas ng religion.

The guy posted the last time, his collection of SB mugs from different countries he'd been to. Nakita ko yung Kaohsiung, Taichung at Taoyuan, which are cities of Taiwan. I searched his album for his Taiwan pics and found yung wishes na sinulat nya sa floating lantern in Shilin:

- 8-pack abs

- low body fat

- basketball knee

- good health

- long life

- sexy

Lol. I don't know kung natupad ba nya. He never posted shirtless pics of himself in FB.

Ano nga dreams ko? I only had 1 major dream in life na natupad ko when I was 23. After that, mga mababaw na bagay nalang. Pero di ba, kahit mababaw, hindi naman ibig sabihin non, hindi na importante. Sa ngayon, ito yung mga pangarap na naiisip ko:

-maging National Champion sa Evaluation Contest 

-maging World Champion sa International Speech Contest

-mag travel a la Eat, Pray, Love

-magmukhang 20 years old regardless what actual age I'm in

-magkaroon 26 inches waistline

Now that I've actually written it, hindi naman pala ganon kababaw. Lol. Pero sa tingin ko, yung mga ganitong pangarap e madali namang tuparin basta maniniwala ka lang at kahit paano e mag effort din para matupad yun. Pero may mga pangarap kasi na beyond our control. Eto yung mga pangarap na kadalasan e may ibang taong involved. Gaya ng isa ko pang pangarap:

Bumuo ng pamilya.

But even that, sa tingin ko e makukuha mo rin naman kung gusto mo talaga. In my case, sa tingin ko kasi, masyado kong nae-enjoy ang buhay dalaga, hindi ko sure kung kaya ko ba talagang i-give up lahat ng nae-enjoy ko ngayon kapalit ng pag-aasawa. Worth it ba?

Siguro worth it naman. Kailangan ko lang talagang mamili ng tamang taong makakasama.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 01:05 PM.

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PreFeb
日曜日: January 26, 2020



Some messages from a single friend. I wouldn't notice that vday is up and coming if it wasn't for this. We still don't have a venue for this Friday's meeting. My leave is not yet officially approved. NCoV swiftly spreading accross Asia, and I'm going to Taiwan with parents. No news yet as to weather my wish to have the Division contest moved to a later date after my trip. The District Convention on April. My leaves. Next month's work sched. Etc, etc. 

See, busy is good. Hindi ko namalayan ang Valentines. 

Ayoko pumasok ng Feb 14. Traffic nyan. Madaming may hawak na flowers. Ano kayang shift ko sa February? Nakakainis na wala kaming meeting sa club nyan. Gusto kong patulan yung weekedn getaway na nakita ko sa FB kaso baka wala pa kong pera nyan bilang kagagaling ko lang Taiwan by then. Mag sick leave kaya ko? Wala naman ako ivi-VL ng March. Ok lang kahit masira ang stat. Nakakatamad.

If I will step back and look at my life, ano na bang nangyari sa buhay ko? 

Gusto ko parin mag asawa. Bumuo ng pamilya. Pero wala akong pake sa mga nang pe pressure sakin na gawin ito agad agad. See, I've worked on myself all these years to become a better human being. I can't just settle sa unang goon na magkagusto sakin just because of my ticking body clock. Wala akong pake. I'm upholding my standards and I truly believe that mine are reasonable. 

As of the moment, tatlong lalaki lang ang tingin kong may interes sakin. Dalawa sa kanila, may asawa. Yung isa... ugh, never mind. Basta. Sa totoo lang, since I'm a woman who genuinely likes men, I always see something nice about every man I meet. Appreciative naman ako sa mga ginagawa nila for me. Pero, PERO, sa tingin ko, hangga't mahal ko ang nanay ko, hindi ako papatol sa may asawa. Wala akong pake kahit ilang taon na kayong hiwalay. Walang divorce sa Pilipinas. Ayokong maging kabit. Sabi nila, mahirap daw magsalita ng tapos, pero sana mapangatawanan ko to habang buhay.

Okay naman ako. I'm happy with all that I have. And even at times that I feel so stressed out with what's going on with my life, I still feel grateful. I have never felt that I'm lacking anything. Feeling ko nga, bonus nalang sakin ang pagkakaroon pa ng jowa.

But I do want to build a family. Yung family na sabay nagsisimba. Lahat ng mga natutunan ko while I've been growing myself as a single woman, ituturo ko sa mga magiging anak ko. Ang goal na ito lang naman ang basis ko sa standards ko sa lalaki. Dapat single. Dapat Catholic. Dapat may good moral character and values. May physical strength ng isang lalaki na magiging leader ng pamilya. Kahit hindi kasing laki ng sahod ko ang sahod nya, keri na, basta may maayos na trabaho. Optional lang, pero sana naman matalino rin para matatalino yung magiging anak namin. Yung hindi rin naninigarilyo because my eyes very sensitive to smoke,  and I can't stand the smoke. At syempre ayoko rin naman yung maaga syang mamamatay dahil sa lung cancer.

Reasonable naman di ba?

Pero ok lang din.

Pag hindi ko to nahanap, ie-enjoy ko nalang ang buhay ko.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 11:00 PM.

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Conflict
日曜日: January 19, 2020



Gusto ko ng designer's bag.

Gusto ko lang. Hindi naman ako bibili.

Tsaka paano naman ako bibili kung alam kong may pinatay na crocodile o kaya ostrich para lang dun sa bag ko.

Hindi nga ako kumakain ng hayop e.

Pero gusto ko parin ng designer's bag.

Sabagay, nagtitipid naman ako.

Magtayo kaya ako ng couture brand na cruelty free. Mamahalan ko ng bongga para magkandarapa ang mga mayayaman at gustong magmukhang mayaman para bumili.



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Written by cinderellaareus at 10:46 AM.

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Night owl
日曜日: December 7, 2019



Last Friday was our club's YEC. This is the first time, since I became a member, na hindi ako umattend. Hindi na rin ako nakaattend ng Club Officer's Training the following day, bilang 6am ang end ng shift ko. 8am-4pm training at malamang tulog ako sa mga oras na yan.

Though I miss hanging out with my people, ok lang naman.

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So, I just survived a week in graveyard shift. Not as bad as I thought. Parang nakaka adjust na rin ang body clock ko. Gaya today, kagigising ko lang kaninang 5pm. Malamang, gising ako hanggang mamayang umaga. Ang kagandahan dito e wala na akong oras gumala kaya wala rin akong masyadong gastos.

Sa work part, ok lang rin. Ang daming calls but I can't find myself complaining about it, because I actually like that I'm learning so much. Bukod don, ang bait ng seatmate ko at ang galing pa nya. Since hindi ko pa sya ka close, nahihiya rin ako magtanong. Pero Nakakatuwa na pag nakikita nya kong nag re-research, he'd go like, "anong nireresearch mo dyan?" Then, I wouldn't have to ask na. Tas pag may tanong ako na hindi nya alam, sya na ang nagtatanong kila TL for me.

Mabait siguro ako nung past life ako. Ang babait ng nga taong itinatabi sakin ng langit e.

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Another thing na gusto ko sa night shift e yung quietness ng paligid pag lumalabas ka sa gabi/madaling araw. Sobrang ganda. Tapos ang presko pa ng hangin. Kaya siguro hindi ko rin talaga namimiss ang morning shift. Pero kahit ganun, ayoko magtagal sa ganito. Baka lalo akong maging antisocial.



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Lucky
日曜日: November 24, 2019



SO, there is this dude I'm interested in. I met him at an event I went to last Sat. I checked his profile and fb and found the we've a lot of common friends who are TM's. Turned out, he's actually a Toastmaster in a club around Mandaluyong. 

Kung siniswerte ka nga naman... ^_<



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Sunday
日曜日: November 17, 2019



She kisses him on the neck, holds his land like he's hers.

She knows.

Yet she stays despite knowing what he is, maybe hoping he'll someday change.

I've been there. I kinda understand. But I'm not going back. I want to do it right, this time around.

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Got back home at around 8am. Slept around 9 and woke up by 12. Antok na antok ako at work kagabi. I sat next to PK, which was probably the best decision of the day. I have an officemate who seems to have loose screws. She was sitting on my usual seat and I don't know what would've happened if she ended up sitting next to me.

Got 3 calls. Marami na yun considering that I usually get just around 1 or none at all, daily. PK's shift ends at 1am. Good thing he stayed until a little past 4. It kept me awake. When he left, Wendy came shortly, so I was able to fight off my sleepiness.

Naging mabait siguro ako nung past life ko. Ang babait kasi ng mga binigay sakin ni God na katrabaho.

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I want to do it right, this time around.

I'm going to do it right, this time around.

But...

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How?



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