Entries in category "日曜日"
My shift today was an hour earlier than usual, kaya maaga rin akong umuwi. One more day and I'll be wrapping up my work week.
Reading Brother Auto Spot. The MC is a tattoo artist. Made me want to get a tattoo. It also brought back my longing to become an artist. Or at least someone talented (?).
Gahh. 3 years na pala ko sa work. Sobrang ideal ng trabahong to. Pari yung commuting route ko, sobrang perfect. Pero... ewan. Gusto ko nang yumaman at maging malaya.
Been working real hard at work lately. Nalaman ko kasi na malaki pala ang increase pag napromote ka sa B1. 3 months ko lang naman kailangan mag sipag para maging number 1, tas magiging B1 na ko. Ang hirap lang kaso sobrang sipag ni Tua. Kahit anong sipag ko sa pagkuha ng chats, mas mataas parin ng numbers nya kesa sakin. Plus, midshift pa sya, so mas maraming pumapasok na calls sa oras ng shift nya. If I will try harder, tingin ko kaya ko naman. Kaso, nakakapagod talaga. Bukod don, challenge din sakin magmultitask. Iniisip ko nga kung kapansan ba to. May kasama ako sa work na kayang sabay sabay mag-assist on 5 chats, habang naka auto-in pa! Tokwa, lumagpas lang ng isa yung chat ko, umiikot na paningin ko. Kapansanan kaya ito?
Gah, nakakatamad. Worth it bang magpakapagod for 3 months para sa ganung kalaking increase? Hindi naman ganun kalaki. Sakto lang. Over 14k sa papel, pero minus tax, nasa 7k ata per month. Naincreasan din naman ako ng 3k+ this quarter, pero hindi talaga dama. Tuloy ko pa ba? Iniisip ko rin na sayang naman yung efforts ko for this month kung susuko na ko. Todo iwas rin akong mag unplanned leave dahil ayokong mabawasan score ko. Hayst. Worth it ba? Ewan.
Gusto kong maging bad-ass artist na may maangas na tattoo. Nanghihinayang lang ako sa skin ko. Bukod dun, siguradong magagalit yung nanay ko. I like the skin in my arms. Should I put it on the neck? Iniisip ko kung ok ba sa fingers. Bet ko rin sa part ng wrist na makikita ng audience twing hahawak ako ng microphone during a speech, or any speaking gigs.
Namimiss ko na mag speech! I feel so bad-ass whenever I'm on stage, or in front of the crowd. Namimiss ko yung feeling na yun. Kasi ngayon, I'm just this lame-ass woman in her late 30s, taking care of cats, and staying home all the time, reading BL. Gah, I'm so uncool.
Excited na ko sa FCON. Excited na rin akong dalhin sila Mama sa Okada. Hindi pa naapprove ng boss ko yung leave, pero nakabili na ko ng tickets ng FCON and ng tour. Nakapag book narin ako ng place to stay. I'll be in so much trouble kung hindi pala yun maa approve. Gah. Sana naman.
* * * * * * * * *
Written by cinderellaareus at 06:08 PM.
My boss, who lives in China, called me on Teams kanina. He informed me that Robert will be transferred in night shift. He said it's just the start. He said he hope that I'd feel better and apologized that it took him so long. Of course, the news had long reached me. Oh well...
It's not that I wish Robert any harm, you know. He's surely an annoyance. But just like a spec of dust that gets into your eye, it's not like you'd get angry on that spec of dust, di ba? There are things that are just too insignificant to be angry about. Robert is just like that. It was just when he started to be persistently annoying that I started to care.
Oh well, at least wala na sya. Technically, he'll still be there, but I won't need to interact with him anymore. All is good.
I feel grateful to the boss though. And on how my workmates reacted.
-----
Kanina, nakita ko ulet yung gay crush ko sa office. I haven't seen him in a while. I just happen to see him today because I went to work 1 hour earlier. I said "good morning". He commented about not seeing me during the weekend shift. Wendy explained that I've always been on a weekend shift, only on a later time. Sabi nya, dapat daw 8 ako pumapasok para di ako nae escalate. Mukhang nakarating na rin sa kanya yung tungkol samin ni Robert. Mababaw na usapan lang naman ang naganap, pero gumanda parin ang umaga ko. Ang cute talaga ng crush ko.
Supposed to meet my friends kaninang lunch. Hindi na naman natuloy. Gusto ko mag swimming with them. Tinatamad lang talaga ko.
* * * * * * * * *
Written by cinderellaareus at 07:29 PM.
Lab rat mode last Thur and Fri, I was not able to go to work. They extracted a lot of blood from my arm, it made my head spin.
Declined another gala invitation from friends. Partly because of my knees, mostly because I don't want to spend even a single day from my rest day commuting again. I wish we have a place in Metro—not that the commute there is any better.
Ah, I want to get so rich that I'll never have to force myself to wake up early to go to work anymore.
Isang araw pa at rest day na. Thank you Universe!
* * * * * * * * *
Written by cinderellaareus at 06:34 PM.
Slept past 11 from reading BL. Feeling too sleepy, I allowed myself a few sips of cappucino from the office vendo. My stomach is hurting just a bit, but at least it reduced the sleepiness. I used to have less sleep than this.
-------------------
Read some of the winning works in Palanca. Mejo inantok ako sa iba, until I found this one. This is the 3rd placer on 2017. I loved the story so much, I looked up on the author on Facebook. Hahaha.
I remember once upon a time, someone also looked up on my profile in FB after reading some contest entry I've won more than a decade ago. The dude asked if I'm now a writer. I wished to tell him that I'm still so much cooler eventhough I'm not, but I settled into saying it as is.
Keri lang. Don't really care much. Still, I want to win again and have someone looking up my profile in FB after reading my works. After reading "Don't Blink", I felt like the entry I've sent still had a super long way to go. For all I know I could've been disqualified because my entry form was not notarized. I'll just join again and become a hall of famer. Kaya ko yun!
* * * * * * * * *
Written by cinderellaareus at 09:32 AM.
He was waving goodbye while leaning forward. Ang cute nya! Para syang anime! Bet na bet ko talaga this kiddo.
I should've waited a bit at the elevator. I really enjoy our mini conversations, I want to get to know more about him.
Said we're transferring building. Someone said, baka di daw kasama ang PDT. I hope that's not true.
* * * * * * * * *
Written by cinderellaareus at 10:24 PM.
Nakasabay ko pauwi yung cute kiddo from pdt. Technically, hanggang sa exit ng building lang. Same pala kami ng sched. Learned that he's also voting for Leni.
Moment of truth na tomorrow. Feeling ko hindi sya mananalo. Sana mali ako. Good luck talaga sa Pilipinas.
Sighs. Bahala ka na, Universe.
* * * * * * * * *
Written by cinderellaareus at 10:04 PM.
