Entries in category "日曜日"

日曜日: September 4, 2022

My boss, who lives in China, called me on Teams kanina. He informed me that Robert will be transferred in night shift. He said it's just the start. He said he hope that I'd feel better and apologized that it took him so long. Of course, the news had long reached me. Oh well...

It's not that I wish Robert any harm, you know. He's surely an annoyance. But just like a spec of dust that gets into your eye, it's not like you'd get angry on that spec of dust, di ba? There are things that are just too insignificant to be angry about. Robert is just like that. It was just when he started to be persistently annoying that I started to care.

Oh well, at least wala na sya. Technically, he'll still be there, but I won't need to interact with him anymore. All is good.

I feel grateful to the boss though. And on how my workmates reacted.


Kanina, nakita ko ulet yung gay crush ko sa office. I haven't seen him in a while. I just happen to see him today because I went to work 1 hour earlier. I said "good morning". He commented about not seeing me during the weekend shift. Wendy explained that I've always been on a weekend shift, only on a later time. Sabi nya, dapat daw 8 ako pumapasok para di ako nae escalate. Mukhang nakarating na rin sa kanya yung tungkol samin ni Robert. Mababaw na usapan lang naman ang naganap, pero gumanda parin ang umaga ko. Ang cute talaga ng crush ko.

Supposed to meet my friends kaninang lunch. Hindi na naman natuloy. Gusto ko mag swimming with them. Tinatamad lang talaga ko.

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Written by cinderellaareus at 07:29 PM.


日曜日: August 28, 2022

Lab rat mode last Thur and Fri, I was not able to go to work. They extracted a lot of blood from my arm, it made my head spin.

Declined another gala invitation from friends. Partly because of my knees, mostly because I don't want to spend even a single day from my rest day commuting again. I wish we have a place in Metro—not that the commute there is any better.

Ah, I want to get so rich that I'll never have to force myself to wake up early to go to work anymore.

Isang araw pa at rest day na. Thank you  Universe!

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Written by cinderellaareus at 06:34 PM.


Dont Blink
日曜日: June 12, 2022

Slept past 11 from reading BL. Feeling too sleepy, I allowed myself a few sips of cappucino from the office vendo. My stomach is hurting just a bit, but at least it reduced the sleepiness. I used to have less sleep than this.


Read some of the winning works in Palanca. Mejo inantok ako sa iba, until I found this one. This is the 3rd placer on 2017. I loved the story so much, I looked up on the author on Facebook. Hahaha.

I remember once upon a time, someone also looked up on my profile in FB after reading some contest entry I've won more than a decade ago. The dude asked if I'm now a writer. I wished to tell him that I'm still so much cooler eventhough I'm not, but I settled into saying it as is.

Keri lang. Don't really care much. Still, I want to win again and have someone looking up my profile in FB after reading my works. After reading "Don't Blink", I felt like the entry I've sent still had a super long way to go. For all I know I could've been disqualified because my entry form was not notarized. I'll just join again and become a hall of famer. Kaya ko yun!

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Written by cinderellaareus at 09:32 AM.


Ki ni natteru
日曜日: May 15, 2022

He was waving goodbye while leaning forward. Ang cute nya! Para syang anime! Bet na bet ko talaga this kiddo.

I should've waited a bit at the elevator. I really enjoy our mini conversations, I want to get to know more about him.

Said we're transferring building. Someone said, baka di daw kasama ang PDT. I hope that's not true.

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Written by cinderellaareus at 10:24 PM.


This Is It
日曜日: May 8, 2022

Nakasabay ko pauwi yung cute kiddo from pdt. Technically, hanggang sa exit ng building lang. Same pala kami ng sched. Learned that he's also voting for Leni. 

Moment of truth na tomorrow. Feeling ko hindi sya mananalo. Sana mali ako. Good luck talaga sa Pilipinas.

Sighs. Bahala ka na, Universe.

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Written by cinderellaareus at 10:04 PM.


Futsuu no ichi nichi
日曜日: April 24, 2022

Mom and Bro left early morning yesterday to go to Cavite for my Nephew's birthday party. Neice, Nephew, and their mother went there a few days earlier. It had been just Dad and I since. Incidentally, Mom lost a brother yesterday. She must be mourning, but it's not like she'll skip her grandchild's party for this.

Adulthood is scary. Life has so many demands, you can't even mourn. Of course, I'm not sad about losing an uncle so I wouldn't understand so much. He lived in Davao, and we were not really close,  so yeah.


Going back to the office in a week. Sabi ko dati I'll make use of the time I have while working from home to make a lot of money, so I'll be rich enough to not work anymore, by the end of the Pandemic. Anyare, teh?



Been trying to remember a certain poem I've made. 

See, I love poems. I've memorized all of my favorite poems, and the oldest one I learned in grade 2.

"There is no frigate like a book/ To take us land away/ Or any cruisers like a page/Of fancy poetry"

Or that poem that bff made for her crush in high school:

"I know I was to blame/ If you don't know my name/ If I can theft your heart/ mine will not be inept."

Or the one I read from an old book from our university library:

"For a moment I thought I could forget you/ for a moment I thought I could still the restlessness in my heart/ I thought the past could no longer haunt me/ nor hurt me/ how wrong I was...."

Those were nice poems. I've wrote countless poems myself. The 1st poem I wrote, I've written when I was six. That was basically the time when I just started learning to write sentences.

It's just weird, I didn't memorize any of the poems I've made. There's this one poem I want to remember. It was about R. It was about the time when we were at the pool, and he was carrying me on his back... gah! I can only remember the last line...

"He's no longer there..."

F*ck. It felt important. I really want to remember. But I've burned all my letters and notes years ago... I don't think I've written it anywhere on the internet.

Well, come to think of it... between that guy and I, parang laging nagko conspire talaga ang langit against us. Not that it matters now. It's not that I'm gonna do anything. I just really want to remember. Damn it.

Sighs... it's getting really lonely lately. Maybe I've been reading too much BL.

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Written by cinderellaareus at 06:13 PM.


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