The clouds are considerably darker and the future looks dim in some areas of my life. If only I live for myself alone, I wouldn't worry. Pero syempre, I have a family who relies on me. 

Sabi pag nasa rock bottom ka na daw, there's no way to go but up. Parang ayoko namang umabot pa sa part na yon. 

Nakakainis pag wala kang masyadong choices sa buhay. I wasn't like this... I used to have so much more. Sabi nila hindi daw healthy sa Tao pag masyado syang maraming choices. Pero pag ikaw kasi ung nasa ganitong sitwasyon, its just hard to think that way. 

"Buti nalang mayroong langit na nagtatanggol sa pag-ibig na pursigido't matyaga."

Mahal na mahal ko talaga ang kantang to.

Heavens, ipagtanggol mo ko ha...

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Love department is not much different but at least it's not as urgent (or is it? ).

Was with the Rake. I feel like his kind are like vultures who can smell the wounded in 25 miles radius. Remember the old adage?

"Ang ibon madaling mahuli kapag nakatali. Pero mas madaling mahuli kapag may sugat."

What's good is that I just realized I'm immune pa pala. NLP had proven to be a good vaccine. Another thing that I realized though is that sometimes, those who make terrible (romantic) partners can make good friends. So don't burn bridges. Siguro it helps din na hindi naman talaga ko nagho hold ng grudge. 

Good point kasi ng mga Rake e yung masarap silang kasama. Pag magulo kasi ang mundo mo nakaka lighten up ng mga bagay bagay pag may kasama kang bolero. I hope with this, we can start being good friends. 

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Sa ngayon, gusto ko munang ayusin ang buhay ko. Sana maging maayos lahat. 

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