Saturday. July 8, 2017

Love yourself day and other thoughts

Saturday. It's been a while since i had the time home with nothing to do, though not really. Im feeling lazy, so when mom said she's inviting our manicurista over to have our nails done, i willingly obliged.

Red and blue in matte. I once saw someone in matte painted nails and it was in no way glamorous. I was just curious coz i havent tried matte so i chose it anyway. Surprisingly, it turned out nice. Mukha nga lang philippine flag because of the color. Lels.

2012 was probably my most payat days ever since i left my teenage years. I would like to recreate the results i got then through the same pattern. What worked then may not work now but i am a believer of patterns. i guess it wouldn't hurt to try. 

I also want to be a little girly, or at least more like woman. Maybe i can drop my usual off-to-hiking look and try something more feminine. Maybe id grow my nails longer. Do something about my hair, then diet, then exercise. As to what i want to get out of this, im not so sure.

Maybe i just want to prove to myself that i can and also im little bored. I guess i just want to take this time to prepare for the next battle. Maybe in a few months or so. This time, I want to choose something right. Something worth keeping. Seduction is a game that requires time, talent and energy. Talent, i can expend since it's the type of resources that gets better with use. But time and energy is a whole different story.


Puteeeek. Bat ba ang nerd ko?

Written by cinderellaareus at 04:17 PM.

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