I remember it quite clearly. When I was younger, I thought that the moment you'll realized that you're in love with someone, may makikita kang rainbows, may makikita kang butterflies, complete with mushy details and all.
Years ago, I learned that it's not really like that.
I remember I was boarding a jeepney then when I felt a sudden kick in my gut that told me, "now this is something". I knew then that it was real. Nothing fancy though. Walang rainbows, walang butterflies. Just a silent realization that I was feeling "something".
Sabi nila futuristic daw ang mga babae. Tipong hiningi lang ang number mo, iniisip mo na kagad ang magiging motif ng kasal nyo pati pangalan ng mga magiging anak nyo. Well, I don't deny that.
But then at that time, I was beyond futuristic. Kasi that time, I thought that if this is something real, then it can't just stay here in this life time. That it must surpass my days and his and should probably last for all eternity. Iba rin no? I remember I even wrote a poem out of this. I forgot the 1St line, but the rest went like,
When centuries gone past, will you and I be just a part of history, lost and replaced with a new world?
If so, how can a love so true fade away just like that?
Yeah, mushy. Ikr.
I don't know. It's been years and I never felt that "now, this is something" feeling again.
Maybe because he was the only one who came that close.
I wonder if in the future, someone else will come just as close as that. Or at least close enough to maybe fall in love with me.
Kdrama effect. Ugh, damn this.
Bukod sa time at money, may isa pa pala sa mga resources ng tao ang dapat nyang i-conserve.
Ang kanyang attention span.
Sa ngayon talaga si Son Oh Gong (Lee Seung-gi) lang ang naiisip ko. Nakaka adik yung 'A Korean Odyssey', ayoko nahhhhh! T_T
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Written by cinderellaareus at 08:24 AM.
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