Woke up in the silence of our house.

Wala nga pala si Kaitlyn. Sinundo ata sila kaninang madaling araw ng kanyang lolo't lola.

It was just Mom, Dad, me and the dogs.

It was almost lunch when I woke up. Dad cooked.

I was supposed to leave 1230 if i wanted to get to our speak & swim venue at 3 o'clock, but mom was sitting at our sofa playing pet rescue. She asked me to help her finish a level. I failed, but love playing and just sitting next to Mom like that.

At about 2, Mom decided to bathe the pups so i locked gigi up the store and let the pups roam around the sala while Mom bathes them one by one. I watched them run and play and bully each other.

I love moments like these. In silence and simplicity, spending time with people (and animals) i love.

In the end, i left the house at 4 and got to the venue past six.

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Got to the venue. Ok naman. Mejo na disappoint ako kasi na bring up na naman yung election. Sobrang off ako sa workplace, clubs, etc na mapolitika and it pains me seeing us transforming into one. Mejo naiinis na ko.

I was just so relieved when Bea came dahil with Bea, for sure ang topic, love life.

After non, mukhang humupa naman na. Until Jer came up to me convincing me again to run. I had to shut him off.

Sa tingin ko, hindi naman mapolitika si Jer. Bothered lang sya na hindi na ko mag o officer. Hindi ko maintindihan kung ano ba talaga ang issue e meron namang nomination. I'm getting sick of this, really. I wish that the election will  be over already.

I'm also starting to feel sorry for the boy. Ang hirap kasi to talk with and smile at him kung kasali ako sa nagko-conspire para iba ang manalo at hindi sya. Besides, it's just 1 term. I'm sure the club won't just shatter in a year and it's just one person! There are 6 positions left that a few good members can fill. Kailangan ba talaga namin gawin to? Nakakawalang gana.

Oo nga pala, hindi pa nga pala ko renewed.

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Hitched a ride home sa car ni Bea. Before we go, MaAnn showed us around sa Victoria tower. It was so nice. Looking at the model units made me want to get married and build a family. 

Habang tinitingnan ko yung rooms, iniisip ko nga kung magugutuhan nya. Alam kong anlayo pa namin dun. I dont know if magiging even a step nearer man lang kami dun. Siguro sadyang futuristic lang ang mga babae.

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-ano bang magandang nadudulot sayo na may alam kang isa pang language?

-wala. Pwede ko lang ipagmayabang na trilingual ako.

-balak ko kasi mag-aral ng Chinese

-maganda yun kasi sasakupin na tayo ng China.

-oo nga, unahan na naten sila.

-tama! Magtayo tayo ng language school!

-ha?

-maganda yata magtayo ng Language school.

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I'm pretty sure,  narinig nya.

Iniisip ko kung may patutunguhan ba talaga kami ng taong to.

Kasi kung hindi rin lang e bago ko pa simulang planuhin ang future ko kasama sya, kailangan makahanap na ko ng iba.

...

Promise, ang hirap maging babae.

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