sabi ni einstein, kung feeling mo daw, nagawa mo na lahat, feeling mo lang yun.

the past weekend was an all time high. activities and duties in business and personal life were clashing, but in the end, naayos naman ang lahat. siguro nga totoong hindi dapat pinoproblema ang problema at siguro mas mainam na minsan hayaan mo ang problema na problemahin ang sarili nya. lol.

ang saya ko lang nung unang beses na may umorder sa shop ko sa Lazada. Feeling ko kasi, 'wow, this is it! mabebenta na na parang hotcakes ang paninda ko'... tapos after non, ayun kahit view, wala. lol.

pag feeling mo nagawa mo na lahat, feeling mo lang yun.

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the club's been pretty messed up yesterday. there's some issue that's starting to get out of hand. i wish i can tell the details here.

kung kagabi ko siguro sinulat to, ang dami ko pang nasabi, pero kasi parang humupa na naman yung issue. still, sana maging maayos lahat. malapit na rin kasi mag May. 7th anniversary na namin. kung ako ang masusunod, gusto ko sana na kumpleto kami. pero kasi, inaalala ko rin yung taong affected. ang g*go rin kasi ni..... sighssss! bakit ba ang complicated ng buhay pag may taong involved?

kung saken siguro ginawa yun, things will be a whole lot different. kung may ipinagpapasalamat ako from getting old, siguro yun e on how the years in my age thought me to handle as*holes like a pro.

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speaking of getting old. damang dama ko na bes...

bilang holy week, i've been sparing a few minutes sa chap every morning. ang ganda ganda ng vibe sa chap pag holy week. feeling ko nga nandun talaga si God. i love the chap, but i love it so much more pag holy week.

dahil din dito nalaman ko na nasa point na talaga ako ng buhay ko na pag luluhod ako sa pew to complete entire rosary, sumusuko na yung tuhod ko. ang hirap tumayo, teh. wah! old age. huhu.

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ang sarap ng tulog ko lately. kahet mejo late narin talaga ko natutulog kakalaro ng cellphone, at least nakakatulog parin ako ng maayos.

all my life, ive been used to the kind of love that gives sleepless night.

may klase rin pala ng love that will keep you sound asleep and well-rested. I like the latter so much better.

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"tita, hugas ako kamay," she said.

i took a tabo full of water. cutely, she picked the small piece of soap from the soap holder.

she then cutely rubbed the soap onto her cute little hands.

she motioned to me that she's ready to rinse her hands, so i let her.

i cant understand why those hands so tiny require 3 tabos full of water to rinse. not one, not two, but three!

once finished, she cutely glanced at me asking for a 4th tabo. painfully, i had to say no. she will then cutely walk towards the laundry basket and cutely wipe her cute little hands dry.

she cutely walked away towards the dining table after that.

sighs... i love that girl so much. i wonder if my kaitlyn can ever do anything without being cute.

it just made me wonder... will i ever be a mother too one day?

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i wasnt even that keen on getting married until i realized how compatible our values are and the things we like. i remember i liked you because i once saw R in you. i no longer do. still, compatibility didnt work for me back then. i dont know how can it work for me now.

pero siguro, hindi ko naman  talaga dapat iniisip tong mga bagay na to sa ngayon.

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