My phone was busy for the past couple of days that it kinda worried me how its already past 10 and I'm yet to recieve any call. Then I remember, holiday nga pala.
Was put on a phone interview with a native Japanese yesterday. Said they're looking for a certified N2 level. That's near native. I'm only N3 level, intermediate. They asked if they can assess me through a phone call, so I said, "go ahead". Naitindihan ko naman sya. Feeling ko naintindihan nya rin naman ako. Iniisip ko kung sapat na ba yun. Hindi ko alam.
Paulit ulit din sila sa kakatanong if willing ba akong mag work sa BGC, kaya paulit ulit ko ring sinagot na prefer ko ang Cubao, QC or Ortigas area.
Sabi nila beggars can't be choosers. I do agree. But I'm not a beggar. I have a value to offer. I want to believe that I can get my terms if only I demand for it. I also think that the best way to kill your chances of getting what you want is by settling to something else. Iniisip ko kung hanggang saan ako dadalhin ng ganitong thinking.
I got an email today asking me to keep my phone lines open within the 48 hrs. This company is in Ortigas. I really hope I can get this one on my terms. It's already 10 hrs since they sent the email. Well, again, holiday rin naman kasi today.
I read an article about how one shouldn't worry. And I'm trying, you know. Really trying.
1st execom last night. 3 years in the club and I felt like this was the most different execom I've had and that is in a good way. I do miss being annoying when I'm with my friends who were also officers back in the day. I can't go all out maldita with these people just yet, but I think I'm liking this bunch so far.
I'm a little worried though about the uncertainty of my future. The scope of my role as the VPE is wide, it can affect a lot of of things in the club. I know I can't withdraw from the position that easily. I just hope we don't need to arrive on that. Iniisip ko pa lang, nalulungkot na ko.
Sana bago matapos ang month na ito, or maybe ang week na to, sana maayos na ang lahat.
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Written by cinderellaareus at 11:19 AM.